working

These 2 days been working at TMC,bangsar as anlene promoter..this job is under Amstrong,1 of the advertising and marketing company..working as a promoter at TMC is such a great time..all of them there..are very nice and friendly.. through out this I get to gain experience..facing different types of people..i guess I’m lucky enough..i dint get any fussy customer..all customer were very nice..though some of them did not buy the product..!!Over there I knew the others promoter..all of them are friendly..guess wat im the youngest among them..and I get 2 of their number..1 is Joanne and other 1 which suet ling..she’s oso from utar but at sg long campus..hehe=)..it may a little tired working but I think is worth..then,there’s a gal came over n get my number n name..she told me that she was from a sampling company..maybe in the future week might call me for help..think so will have more chance in it..not really bad though..compare to the previous job..!!Anyhow,any where I work I still get to learn n gain knowledge..and also in different types of experience..nothing much bout it..basically,is just enjoying the process..hehe

BORING!!

Recently life seem boring..not much thing happen..in a way,is good somehow it like something missing out there..conclusion my life just boring.During weekdays wake up early and attend classes then,after class will just find things to do..like meeting up frenz,bf..till evening only wiling to go home..and after reach home will just stay inside my room sitting in front the laptop and online..checking out mail,friendster and other website..i even watch drama through the website to pass my time..!!Is there anything can bright up my life..just feel bored having this kind of life..but anyhow,I know I cant have any changes when I’m still staying in this house..staying together with parents..what a sad uh..anway,I’m so gald that I have a gang of crazy frenz,though they’re alwiz abnormal but just b’coz of that..i can at least have some fun..then,together with my jimui..and my boy boy..i have him to be with me..get to think of him..and knowing he’s also thinking of me..there’s so sweet..and lovely,hehe=),lastly..my dearest sis..at home have her to chat with me..cover my time..besides doing my work..and most important thing which she really help me a lot a lot..if can,I pray that next century I still get to have her as my sis forever..!!

isHHHH

What the hell, I’m so freaking piss..who u think u r..u dun have the right to do this, is so unfair, u cant blame us do that to u..u should ask urself and think..u wan us to accept u, u should prove to us but it seems like u dint wan to prove it and yet pretend u dunno anything and dun wana bother..since like tat, u ever think we’re bad to u..u make this thing happened..if not b’coz of her, I bet ur name wont ever appear..dun make me scold u..!! Anyway, past few days dint really talk to mum till these days only getting better with her..i thought that last time I dun like to go home b’coz I got problem with her, but not I realize even I dun have problem with I still wont think of going back home early..maybe I start to feel the stress as sis having..it sound kind the bad but honestly I dun hope to happen like that but just everything when I wanted to back home, I’ll start thinking when I see her face, her reaction and all, my mood of going back home disappeared..!! Aihz, this is so sad..i so hope that my mum is always the understanding person, open minded an so on..yet, my mum is totally different from all..she doesn't have all those symptom..anyhow,this the fact I need to face till when she really get to let go our hand..=)

feeling much better..

After 3 days of public holidays..today get back to uni adi..and dis week is 2^nd week..therefore tutorial class started..today class starts at 8:30 am with tutorial for writing for business..the tutor is miss sharmini..last sem English tutor..she’s good actually but sometimes just also a little emo though..hehe,then,..while having practical class for web page design..outside started raining heavily..was praying that will stop by 4 but it did not..and getting heavy and heavy..swtt=.=!!when our class ended tiffany they all ask us to wait for while,so..amy,steve and me waited for while but the rain did not stop so,we just walk to sec 14..then,wanted to eat and just meet up with sam but amy went home..so,were just 3 of us..!!sad to say,is only steve that eating..but is use to it for me..haha=)after that,company sam buy things then I walk to the old town white coffee which near by my hse..meet up with Vicki,henry and chen lam..later on,jia yuan came and join us..is seem like been really long dint really chat with them..and we’re all the all crapping..and guess wat,the funny thing is.. jia yuan say 1 of the person called him…then,we were talking bout the true fitness..suddenly,the person from true fitness call henry..all of us was laughing..then,they called me..and talk to me about it..and before we pay the bill,Vicki get their call too..we were non stop laughing..and was saying..y chen lam still haven get their call..then,chen lam ask if the person call wat to say..we were like talking all crap till cannot stop laughing..=D,really feel much better adi..!!when the time to go back situation change...aihz,sux man..anyway,I had a great time wid them..enjoying..guess will meet up with them again another time..hugz n miss u guyz alwiz..

the DAY arrive

The day I dun wan it to come finally arrive,last sem final result is out..and my result is really bad..actually knew it that will become like this but yet still feel a little sad..though,I know last sem I dint really work hard on it..that’s y my result sucks..!!Threfore, this sem I keep on telling myself must and need to work harder and harder…to get back the point..i cant waste mum and dad money..they work so hard for me..just wan me to get atleast a degree..and sis knew my result..and I know I disappoint her.. sis,so sorry..i try my best to get better..ya..besides that,I dun wan b’coz of result need 2 break up wid sam..last 2 year, when I wid jon sis say the same thing..and now,she repeat the same thing..knowing everything is not b’coz of the other side..is my own prob..somehow still spoil everything due to me..!!izit b’coz that I really dunno how 2 control and manage myself..the time..handle things properly..i think really cant have many outing adi..need to concentrate more..and get myself not to get stress..=),think so I can do it..gambatte o..

imPorTanT daY

I will remember this date 10 of October 2007,the day I together with sam..a wonderful day with him..hehe..dunno how to describe my feeling..everything is just so great..=),I really hope that can spent more time with him..and i know he think so too..but somehow,the time we spent together is limited..!!although the time we meet up is short but yet we alwiz appreciate it..hehe..guess so everything will goes well..hugz

Beginin of My 2nd Sem

I finally starts uni with 2^nd semester, due to this week is the 1^st week of class therefore,there are no tutorial and only lecture and practical..yesterday class was boring,during the 1^st class which management studies is still okay but then for the following class which introduction to sociology is worst..i ever enter such boring class..and basically no1 actually listening to him besides those who sitting in front..i guess..and he’s malay so his English pronunciation is kind of sux but this is also not the worst coz I know that there are malays that can speak well English..know what,he use to teach history..is really shocked..wat the hell,how come he came here to teach sociology class..izit some mistake there..uhuh,I know there are not mistake at all..i think this subject I cant depends much on the lecturer adi..i think will just see how’s the tutor..and if also same as the lecturer..will just depends on myself..do own studies..!!this sem really need to study well eventhough I’m not listening in class..haha=p,for today lecture..i had web page design class..the lecturer was the 1 that use to relief Wilson for the 1^st class last sem..she might be straight but think so will be just fine then.. is just that she dun like people to be late for her class must be punctual..and others is just some normal..expectation..!!anyway,I think is subject will be fun..and will definitely enjoy it..haha=)

..FOR U..

After so long,I really wana say thank you to u..i appreciate so much..dear,u’re always understand me as well as my family condition..and everytime when u tell me u understand all dis thing..i’m so glad..basically,besides amy,sim ee,soh,steve,manman..u’re da 1 that understand me too..really happie..but yet I oso feel sorry…eventhough u dun wan me 2 say sorry n tq..but besides sorry n tq..i dunno wat can I say…and well, guess dis is oso a thing that im scare being wid u….!!Being wid me..is not easy,there will be alots of problem..like dis…honestly,i dun like all dis to be happen…..when things happen,stress will come n mentally get tired…I dun wan u to face tat too..u can actually avoid by getting all tat..but u alwiz tell me..v can face it together.. and settle it…I know....but is not tat easy..just as I say when lies started..dis’s wat v need 2 face…n will alwiz keep as secret..is not worth k..not at all..there might be some1 better waitin for u..!!!yet u will alwiz wan me 2 tell u do I really wan u do find another 1..no,i don't..but need too..we will just havin da same situation like sis n da bf..some how u’re still insist loving me so much n getting more n me. also b’coz of ur understanding,ur trust,ur support..startin to fall on u..care for u n due to small stuff will actually angry at u...then,when i think back..i realize is a little stupid though..hehe,anyway..now,i would like to say sorry..for making disappointed alwiz,thank you for all the things u did 4 me..n lastly,love u..for touchin my heart..hugz n kisses...

last weekend for holiday

This is the last weekend I can enjoy..although even class has start I still dun really bother but I guess this sem must really work harder..dun wana drag my foundation..these 2 days nothing much happen..yesterday woke up in the afternoon..lying on the bed for while before I really went to brush up..then,had my lunch and after then been sitting in front the computer whole day..erm,bout 6 something get call from uncle and went for dinner..then went giant to get some stuff..after that drop me back home,basically besides out for dinner..im facing the computer..that’s all I did..at nite was on the phone with sam..for bout 2 hours plus..we been chatting bout daily,his working stuff..then,we did mention bout the ring..as I knew that the ring have few meaning..firstly,as I did mention before~his love to me be forever n ever,when we look at the ring mean we looking at each other,always be there..secondly, dunno am I thinking the right thing as he thinking too..hopefully it is..and thirdly,he wan me to keep it forever..i bet if there’s nothing happen or any changes..guess so will keep it forever..hehe=),think so wont be any problem between it..!!everything that he told me..is so touch..sometimes I’ll ask isit a true life or a dream..give me a chance to met a guy that love me so much..but dint bother to find the answer..and dun wana know too..things have come..guess just let it go on with it..rite?!perhaps know 1 will know the future..and predict it…therefore,will just see how..!!today round 11:30,I was still sleeping and sis get uncle call and ask to go for lunch..then,due I wana go so have to wake up go for brush up and shower..after that just wait for uncle to pick us up..later on,we went raju for lunch then went see monkey cause my cousin sis ask for it..well,uncle wanted to buy some durian but due to durian season had over,so cant get anyone sell durian..after that,he drop us back home and sis need to go out adi..and assual I’m sitting in front the computer again..hehe,anyway,finally my 2 weeks holiday is over..my 2^nd sem is starting tomorrow..all subjects are new..and those lecturer too..dunno is there any same lecturer..by the way,shouldn't bother so much..will just throw everything a way..and have my life with my brand new sem..(^-^),oh..bout ester wedding I’m still wondering how am I suppose to tell them bout it..aiyo..just too much..although I know all of them but somehow still a little weird,I’m not worry bout sitting with them but just dunno how to describe it..mayb I’m just thinking too much causing all this..aihz..will just think of a way..to settle..and lastly,happy uni for tomorrow..=p

memorable day

Hei hei..i guess yesterday was da only day I woke up early..through out dis 2 weeks hol..i think if im not goin out..i’ll just sleep till anytime I wan..to..hehe,yesterday woke up around 11:30..n had my shower n lunch then get ready to go 1u..coz meetin sam there.on da way there,I .was wondering how would it b today..anyhow,after I reach there..n get mix up a lil n yet finally get 2 meet him at tgv..then,v went to new wing gcs for a movie..After da movie,v’re walkin around while searchin for present..i still owe amy n tiffany b’day present..feel so sorry..but I know they’re ok with it..coz they’re all my darling n honey..hehe,i get amy a pair of earring n get a bracelet for tiffany..hopefully to his mum not cookin..therefore,v went for a Japanese restaurant..!!at nite,when I look at da ring..will remind me of him..tat he’s wid me..i will wear it wid me as I can..love it a lot…muakz they like it…=),later on..sam’re lookin for ring..i knew he wana have a ring for us..yet v found it wid a words there forever love..lookin at da words..which hope tat v last actually b forever..n still love each other..i dunno will it b, but at da moment..i feel really nice,warm n sweet..n then,sam decided 2 take his dinner there be4 v left due to his mum not cookin n he’s lazy 2 out again for dinner..therefore,wan him to take his dinner..v went for a Japanese restaurant..n the food should b nice..cz im not da 1 eatin..keke..!!i enjoy being wid him..although is jazz normal outin..but is just nice..n everytime I look at da ring will remind me tat he’s wid me..n b there for me..i’ll wear it as I can..i like da ring a lot..muakz

rEcEntly

Recently,sis being more emo n will normally c her face ‘black in colour’..cant really c her smile on her face adi..i know all oso b’coz of dis home..cant get out of dis house tat she wish to..cant get 2 meet her bf tat use 2 meet up every week..i know everythin make her stress..n wana run away..everytime when I talk 2 her,Im scare tat might say something wrong..worry tat will make her angry..aihz..yesterday,I finally c her laughing..anyway,just wish tat she can get her way 2 cool down her emotion..n live happie..without bothering anythin!!between..supposingly goin out wid man n yvvone 2day..but yet due 2 yvvone still got lots of work haven finish n man got some problem..therefore,cancel adi...today,is another boring day for me..stayin at home..dunno wat to do..besides sittin in front da comp..online,search web 4 drama..write blog,.really got no idea wat can I do..hopefully 2molo get 2 go out loh..time pass so fast..2 weeks hol gona end..n back 2 coll liao,.mayb there’s also a good thing..after class can lepak 4 awhile,find fren for a drink..can choose not 2 back home early..my life wounld b tat bored..as now..but now im quite worry bout my result..dunno how izit gona b like..pray hard would b tat bad though..abit scary ar..anyway,will just enjoy da following days b4 da day come..n amy back 2 sandakan 2day..she wish for so long n now finally she get 2 go back,im sure she will b very happie..as she miss home so mch…hehe..just now chat wid sis..v talk bout past..although it kind of sad but now think back..still think tat’s sweet..n funny though..by da way..will still wish them happie alwiz..take k..

又新的一个月

不知不觉现在已是十月了..时间过得真快，姐和妈咪这样到该以维持一个月了..而我和sam这样也快半年了..我以为我和他的关系可以一直这样的，只要我们彼此知道对方怎么想就可以了…但昨天amy问我，我和他的关系怎样了。。那时候，我真的不知道要怎么回答她..虽然彼此知道对方，但对很多人来说我们仍然只是朋友关系..没有其它。我在想，难道表明身份真的那么重要吗？？说是在的我不知道，对我而言这样就够了，我已经很开心..而对他，坦白说我知道他很想真真的在别人面前很开心，很幸福的说我是他的女友…可是却总是让他感到无可奈何..但仍然让着我。每当我们谈着谈着，在很多事情他总是让着我，就算我们争论一阵子，到最后他还是对我投降..感觉上真的很幸福，有那么一个人；那么的疼爱我，其实他的要求很简单只是希望能和我在一起…它就很满足了！！aihz,可是我搞不懂我自己..到底想怎样？？那么就以来，他真的感动了我，也让我慢慢的喜欢上他..感情在不知不觉中产生..这有多么的甜蜜和幸福,hehe=)..如果可以的话，很想保存这份甜蜜和幸福..因为不晓得何时障碍会在我们面前出现..之后会变得不堪设想..就算以前和现在仍然没有任何改变，家里还是一样原动不变的，但我想至少在我身边的人已不一样了，而他让我知道他不会像以前jon那样.也许我们俩就因为经不起考验和那份体谅..而分手吧！！在怎样jon 让我明白了，真真喜欢你的人不会他见不到你而让他感到不耐烦来当借口.无论如何，还是要谢谢他..因为这样让我成长了。。