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Wow, been a year I've not drop in anything here. Probably it already been ignore by me with such busy work life. I couldn't believe that I've actually started working and it's been a year plus. See..life just past so fast and time flies just like water flow. With such busy life probably get us forget what we have actually used to do and wanted to do. 

Looking back the past post in this blog really brought back lots of memories especially with the love one. But even so, things did not become better, the relationship did not disclose. I really do feel bad to him, as the time we been together for so long and appreciated him with the inclusive heart on me. Every time when sis asked about us, whether can we make it up, I don't know how to answer and i am not sure what i suppose to do regarding on this matter. As long as Mom is still around, she will not agree to accept him as my bf. Sigh.....Speechless

一年里

一年里
从去年到现在
从year 3到现在extend
一个不长也不短的时间


一年里
去了intern
去了很多州
学了很多东西


一年里
忙了一个campaign
交了一堆很好的朋友
一起经历了最后一个学期
留下了美好的回忆


一年里
因为fyp
关系变深了
话题变多了
知道的事也多了


一年里
从住了很久的地方
搬到一个不收悉的地方
我们拥有了自己的家
姐拥有了自己的车


这年来
发生的事
真的数不清
起伏低落不断


往往想不到的事
都好像发生了
心情变得复杂
唯一不变
宝贝仍然是我最爱的人

事

昨天和前天接了老妈的电话，心情变得很沉重。。感觉全部事情都涌上心，挤在一起。。突然觉得很累！心情低落，就会想到姐和宝贝。。姐和男友去了泰国，就给宝贝打电话。。和他谈了之后，心情渐渐好了。。就如他说的，就算要帮也帮不了。。！！不被祝福的关系真的会变得很累，偷偷摸摸的。。一点也不好受。。真的很难过，真的有想过放弃，但，我真的舍不得，一旦放开，再也抓不会他的手。。

或许现在不该想这个问题，顺其自然，要发生的毕竟还是会发生。。逃不了。把试考好，开开心心的去intern吧。。

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finals is coming..and is just next week,but somehow i dun have the mood to study,because there's no accompany?or my heart is not here..when everyone is not free and not around..i understand that i shouldn't be back here so early..and should stay longer,so i dun need to stay here alone..but i know myself even im alone i need push n force myself to touch the book,notes..as i stay wih baby longer i can totally throw all of it behind..!!It sound im escaping but im when im at baby hse..a place where i can totally left everything behind..doing nothin,relaxing while lying on bed..sleep as much as i can without any bother..therefore, i choose to come back..atleast i can face the true..i still need to sit for finals..

YEE SOOK YAN,dun think so much..get the mood and go study..this is what u need n should do now..

好久之后

好久好久都没有在不落格塔法时间了。。只个学期没什么时间，就连见宝贝也只是一个月一次，他算蛮体谅了，比起其他人或许已经吵翻天了。。真幸运有他在我身边支持我，不然我或许也不能熬到现在了！三年半的时间，就这么得过了。。真的过得好快哦。。下个学期，要去intern乐。。也不晓得，是情会变得如何？学业方面，感情方面。。突然觉得很多事情要面对，好累哦。。我看还是别想它吧。。先面对了考试在算咯。。。

Movies

This sem break,did not been too out dated on catching movies..from the day back till now catch up few movies..not much just 2-3 movies..got 2 movies with baby,1 is devil at 1u together with baby,hui wen,Yvonne and her 2 another frens..then another was the chen zhen only watch with baby..at the bram mall..!!Then, the movie the hole is with mq, chin yee and chris at pyramid..pirahna watch as dvd with all cousins..had another movie detective dee with sis and km..and 2 cousin

3rd year anniversary~10.10.10

Past 2 days did not end up happily with baby on phone..i thought of cancel the date with him,but some how is our anniversary..so,just move on..then, ask sis to bring me out so I can hang out with baby for our day..!!Km (sis’s bf) came to pick us up around 11 something,then headed to ss2 italian restaurant for brunch..while waiting for baby to pick me up..at the same time,I took some food as they ordered..!!

After baby reached, then he head to papa rich where nearby his house for lunch..through out eating and in the car we did not talk..till when back to his house for some rest,then only started talking..and back to normal with him..i know how much he love me and mean a lot to him as well..i really know and feel it too..ya=D,We wanted to have some rest but unfortunately we couldn’t..just because of me..keep on kacau-ing him,bully him and sayang him as well..haha^^

*baby, I know you don’t mind want rite?hehe…love u so much

Then, alarm rang once at 3pm..then drag n drag and about 3.30 plus..then we finally move out butt out and went to the mines..!!this is the first time baby going shopping with..im look for jeans that mum complaining to sis that 1 of my jeans..so I decided to look for jeans..went shop by shop,and finally found 1 but got problem with tat stupid pocket,then went some other places but I just think not worth for the price..go to the highest floor to look for phone,baby wane get himself another phone after his w580i KO adi..and he bought Samsung champ..a nice cute phone..

Thought of continue walking but need to meet sis at 9.30..scared to enough time to have out steamboat for dinner..therefore, went steamboat..only continue walking at jusco..had a great dinner with baby..the steamboat is nice..=)

before

After

Then,went jusco for another around shopping..but end up I still dint get myself anything..and baby got himself a phone..=D..at least at the end is still worth..have a great day..not forge to say happy anniversary my baby..muak..>3

Cheong k at neway,subang

Sis purposely take off day to go cheong k with me..can’t wait to sing, sing, sing..till the max..suppose go lunch with mum and sis..then uncle called for lunch then I join uncle for lunch at kl..some where for pork mee soup..is nice..and tasty..yummy!!then, ask sis to pick me from uncle hse..cousin sis and bro joined as well..1^st time going cheong k with them..andrew sort of can sing..but jin did not sing that day..whole day sitting there.. and eat..haha,we sang till 6.45pm..then the people there stop the system..about 4 hours,consider not bad adi..!!Then,send jin n andrew back..and sis need to ready to go for km’s aunt birthday..dinner,and me had maggie as my dinner..after so long not eating..=)..had a fun time..today..

Outing with frens~2.10.10

Went pyramid with chin yee, mq and chris today,luckily chin yee came to fetch me or else I also cant get to go out with them..!! after reached, went and buy movies tickets~the hole..then been to bbq plaza for lunch…then,we walked around..and chin yee say go play some games since we have about an hour before the movie start..!!For the movie the hole, as the comment just normal..nothin much..just things that u scared of will come to u..do u believe..hahaha…anyhow,is just a movie..later on,chin yee say go dinner..i did not had my dinner with them..but just sort of accompany..=)..even just s simple outing..but quite long dint met chin yee..she did not change much..just like the past..still ki sial..1..hahaha..

Weekend with families~ 2/10-3/10

Saturday night, had bbq at 2^nd uncle house, all came even aunt and cousin sis~ying is here together wit her bf..that was the first time meeting her bf..and been about 10 years dint meet her already,kinda look abit different..consider fully families gathering..ler=)..happy happy..

Sunday, went breakfast~dim sum at seapark..then 1^st uncle sent cousin sis~hui xian to bangsar station to take bus back Singapore before back to 2^nd uncle house and others headed back to 2^nd uncle house at ss2..drag and drag..only decide and willing to move our butt up to sri kembangan look for land..planning to buy land to build house..well,I guess is still in planning..whose knows it might happen..right?hehehe…after that, we went IOI mall..had a small shopping..shop 2 singlet and mum also get 2 shirt for herself..then cousin sisi~jin..she finally bought singlet..hahaha=D,cant wait to see her wearing on it..!!when tea time at the the tarik place..about 6 then went dinner at the place kinrara..not sure the place name..that about the day..quite happy to go outing with families..^^…had a great day..

~home~

I really nice to back home with mummy’s care, everything got mummy to get ready for me, so nice=D..so good, just sometimes she might be a little sensitive,,just hopefully everything will be alright at home..!!These few days did not do anything,been staying at home watching dramas..tml is Saturday,2^nd uncle house will be having bbq..sort of a belated birthday party for cousin sis~jin and families gathering as well..=D,guess mum will gonna be damn busy tml..and I sure need to help out some part..

End of semester~holiday..=)

Last paper~trm..finally all 5 papers are done..im not sure I can pass through it..but wish I can..so scared n worry..!!between baby came to picked me up to back kl and fetch along Yvonne and hui wen..so happy,though that day he was at my hostel,he pissed me off..but after all I know he loves me..then,I cool down myself..When reached kl,dropped von and hui wen back to von hse, then we headed back to baby hse..and baby and his mum shocked me when they quarrel..really duno how to react..during the time, after that stay beside baby to comfort him..seeing him sad,I also feel the pain..hmmm,just hope it wont happen again..and he can understand what his mum did is for his own good as well as try to let go the past..love u baby,muakz>3

that night went movie~devil at 1u with hui wen and yvonne..and yvonne's fren join as well..That movie was just normal..but even like a horror movie..lol..!!Another date with baby on monday..went bram mall at kepong..had our lunch at wong kok,then sing k and movie~the legend of fist-chen zhen..=D..had a great day,thanks my love..

*baby,I know is hard for u to do so,but I believe u will try to let go..and look for the future k..miss u so much

my belated bday gift from baby..=)

This year birthday,final coming

This year is my 21th birthday..but I dint get to celebrate with baby on the actual..he was at Redang during my bday and I was back to Kampar..as well..I supposed to go redang with baby,unfortunately I was home and that time mum will be at ipoh..so,too bad..sigh!!Anway, I had my Kampar gang to celebrate with me with my sick look,hahaha..though is not any special and only few of them..but really appreciate a lot..haha,guess what,I had a better cake this year compare to last year..thanks a lot^^,hehe..even though dint have celebration with baby,but I still get present from baby..and im ~waiting~ Hmmm..duno what baby giving me as present..so exciting..hoping the day come faster..

Well,when birthday is here..at the same time,final is coming as well..sigh,just hate it when come to the end of the semester..need to sit for the final,that alwiz make me worried the most..!!pray hard this semester goes smooth..i still get to continue with ptptn..please god...~pray~