Sunday, May 1

昨天和前天接了老妈的电话,心情变得很沉重。。感觉全部事情都涌上心,挤在一起。。突然觉得很累!心情低落,就会想到姐和宝贝。。姐和男友去了泰国,就给宝贝打电话。。和他谈了之后,心情渐渐好了。。就如他说的,就算要帮也帮不了。。!!不被祝福的关系真的会变得很累,偷偷摸摸的。。一点也不好受。。真的很难过,真的有想过放弃,但,我真的舍不得,一旦放开,再也抓不会他的手。。

或许现在不该想这个问题,顺其自然,要发生的毕竟还是会发生。。逃不了。把试考好,开开心心的去intern吧。。

Saturday, April 23

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finals is coming..and is just next week,but somehow i dun have the mood to study,because there's no accompany?or my heart is not here..when everyone is not free and not around..i understand that i shouldn't be back here so early..and should stay longer,so i dun need to stay here alone..but i know myself even im alone i need push n force myself to touch the book,notes..as i stay wih baby longer i can totally throw all of it behind..!!It sound im escaping but im when im at baby hse..a place where i can totally left everything behind..doing nothin,relaxing while lying on bed..sleep as much as i can without any bother..therefore, i choose to come back..atleast i can face the true..i still need to sit for finals..


YEE SOOK YAN,dun think so much..get the mood and go study..this is what u need n should do now..

Wednesday, April 13

好久之后

好久好久都没有在不落格塔法时间了。。只个学期没什么时间,就连见宝贝也只是一个月一次,他算蛮体谅了,比起其他人或许已经吵翻天了。。真幸运有他在我身边支持我,不然我或许也不能熬到现在了!三年半的时间,就这么得过了。。真的过得好快哦。。下个学期,要去intern乐。。也不晓得,是情会变得如何?学业方面,感情方面。。突然觉得很多事情要面对,好累哦。。我看还是别想它吧。。先面对了考试在算咯。。。
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