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Wow, been a year I've not drop in anything here. Probably it already been ignore by me with such busy work life. I couldn't believe that I've actually started working and it's been a year plus. See..life just past so fast and time flies just like water flow. With such busy life probably get us forget what we have actually used to do and wanted to do. 

Looking back the past post in this blog really brought back lots of memories especially with the love one. But even so, things did not become better, the relationship did not disclose. I really do feel bad to him, as the time we been together for so long and appreciated him with the inclusive heart on me. Every time when sis asked about us, whether can we make it up, I don't know how to answer and i am not sure what i suppose to do regarding on this matter. As long as Mom is still around, she will not agree to accept him as my bf. Sigh.....Speechless

一年里

一年里
从去年到现在
从year 3到现在extend
一个不长也不短的时间


一年里
去了intern
去了很多州
学了很多东西


一年里
忙了一个campaign
交了一堆很好的朋友
一起经历了最后一个学期
留下了美好的回忆


一年里
因为fyp
关系变深了
话题变多了
知道的事也多了


一年里
从住了很久的地方
搬到一个不收悉的地方
我们拥有了自己的家
姐拥有了自己的车


这年来
发生的事
真的数不清
起伏低落不断


往往想不到的事
都好像发生了
心情变得复杂
唯一不变
宝贝仍然是我最爱的人

事

昨天和前天接了老妈的电话，心情变得很沉重。。感觉全部事情都涌上心，挤在一起。。突然觉得很累！心情低落，就会想到姐和宝贝。。姐和男友去了泰国，就给宝贝打电话。。和他谈了之后，心情渐渐好了。。就如他说的，就算要帮也帮不了。。！！不被祝福的关系真的会变得很累，偷偷摸摸的。。一点也不好受。。真的很难过，真的有想过放弃，但，我真的舍不得，一旦放开，再也抓不会他的手。。

或许现在不该想这个问题，顺其自然，要发生的毕竟还是会发生。。逃不了。把试考好，开开心心的去intern吧。。

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finals is coming..and is just next week,but somehow i dun have the mood to study,because there's no accompany?or my heart is not here..when everyone is not free and not around..i understand that i shouldn't be back here so early..and should stay longer,so i dun need to stay here alone..but i know myself even im alone i need push n force myself to touch the book,notes..as i stay wih baby longer i can totally throw all of it behind..!!It sound im escaping but im when im at baby hse..a place where i can totally left everything behind..doing nothin,relaxing while lying on bed..sleep as much as i can without any bother..therefore, i choose to come back..atleast i can face the true..i still need to sit for finals..

YEE SOOK YAN,dun think so much..get the mood and go study..this is what u need n should do now..

好久之后

好久好久都没有在不落格塔法时间了。。只个学期没什么时间，就连见宝贝也只是一个月一次，他算蛮体谅了，比起其他人或许已经吵翻天了。。真幸运有他在我身边支持我，不然我或许也不能熬到现在了！三年半的时间，就这么得过了。。真的过得好快哦。。下个学期，要去intern乐。。也不晓得，是情会变得如何？学业方面，感情方面。。突然觉得很多事情要面对，好累哦。。我看还是别想它吧。。先面对了考试在算咯。。。

Movies

This sem break,did not been too out dated on catching movies..from the day back till now catch up few movies..not much just 2-3 movies..got 2 movies with baby,1 is devil at 1u together with baby,hui wen,Yvonne and her 2 another frens..then another was the chen zhen only watch with baby..at the bram mall..!!Then, the movie the hole is with mq, chin yee and chris at pyramid..pirahna watch as dvd with all cousins..had another movie detective dee with sis and km..and 2 cousin

3rd year anniversary~10.10.10

Past 2 days did not end up happily with baby on phone..i thought of cancel the date with him,but some how is our anniversary..so,just move on..then, ask sis to bring me out so I can hang out with baby for our day..!!Km (sis’s bf) came to pick us up around 11 something,then headed to ss2 italian restaurant for brunch..while waiting for baby to pick me up..at the same time,I took some food as they ordered..!!

After baby reached, then he head to papa rich where nearby his house for lunch..through out eating and in the car we did not talk..till when back to his house for some rest,then only started talking..and back to normal with him..i know how much he love me and mean a lot to him as well..i really know and feel it too..ya=D,We wanted to have some rest but unfortunately we couldn’t..just because of me..keep on kacau-ing him,bully him and sayang him as well..haha^^

*baby, I know you don’t mind want rite?hehe…love u so much

Then, alarm rang once at 3pm..then drag n drag and about 3.30 plus..then we finally move out butt out and went to the mines..!!this is the first time baby going shopping with..im look for jeans that mum complaining to sis that 1 of my jeans..so I decided to look for jeans..went shop by shop,and finally found 1 but got problem with tat stupid pocket,then went some other places but I just think not worth for the price..go to the highest floor to look for phone,baby wane get himself another phone after his w580i KO adi..and he bought Samsung champ..a nice cute phone..

Thought of continue walking but need to meet sis at 9.30..scared to enough time to have out steamboat for dinner..therefore, went steamboat..only continue walking at jusco..had a great dinner with baby..the steamboat is nice..=)

before

After

Then,went jusco for another around shopping..but end up I still dint get myself anything..and baby got himself a phone..=D..at least at the end is still worth..have a great day..not forge to say happy anniversary my baby..muak..>3