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昨天和前天接了老妈的电话，心情变得很沉重。。感觉全部事情都涌上心，挤在一起。。突然觉得很累！心情低落，就会想到姐和宝贝。。姐和男友去了泰国，就给宝贝打电话。。和他谈了之后，心情渐渐好了。。就如他说的，就算要帮也帮不了。。！！不被祝福的关系真的会变得很累，偷偷摸摸的。。一点也不好受。。真的很难过，真的有想过放弃，但，我真的舍不得，一旦放开，再也抓不会他的手。。

或许现在不该想这个问题，顺其自然，要发生的毕竟还是会发生。。逃不了。把试考好，开开心心的去intern吧。。

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finals is coming..and is just next week,but somehow i dun have the mood to study,because there's no accompany?or my heart is not here..when everyone is not free and not around..i understand that i shouldn't be back here so early..and should stay longer,so i dun need to stay here alone..but i know myself even im alone i need push n force myself to touch the book,notes..as i stay wih baby longer i can totally throw all of it behind..!!It sound im escaping but im when im at baby hse..a place where i can totally left everything behind..doing nothin,relaxing while lying on bed..sleep as much as i can without any bother..therefore, i choose to come back..atleast i can face the true..i still need to sit for finals..

YEE SOOK YAN,dun think so much..get the mood and go study..this is what u need n should do now..

好久之后

好久好久都没有在不落格塔法时间了。。只个学期没什么时间，就连见宝贝也只是一个月一次，他算蛮体谅了，比起其他人或许已经吵翻天了。。真幸运有他在我身边支持我，不然我或许也不能熬到现在了！三年半的时间，就这么得过了。。真的过得好快哦。。下个学期，要去intern乐。。也不晓得，是情会变得如何？学业方面，感情方面。。突然觉得很多事情要面对，好累哦。。我看还是别想它吧。。先面对了考试在算咯。。。

Movies

This sem break,did not been too out dated on catching movies..from the day back till now catch up few movies..not much just 2-3 movies..got 2 movies with baby,1 is devil at 1u together with baby,hui wen,Yvonne and her 2 another frens..then another was the chen zhen only watch with baby..at the bram mall..!!Then, the movie the hole is with mq, chin yee and chris at pyramid..pirahna watch as dvd with all cousins..had another movie detective dee with sis and km..and 2 cousin

3rd year anniversary~10.10.10

Past 2 days did not end up happily with baby on phone..i thought of cancel the date with him,but some how is our anniversary..so,just move on..then, ask sis to bring me out so I can hang out with baby for our day..!!Km (sis’s bf) came to pick us up around 11 something,then headed to ss2 italian restaurant for brunch..while waiting for baby to pick me up..at the same time,I took some food as they ordered..!!

After baby reached, then he head to papa rich where nearby his house for lunch..through out eating and in the car we did not talk..till when back to his house for some rest,then only started talking..and back to normal with him..i know how much he love me and mean a lot to him as well..i really know and feel it too..ya=D,We wanted to have some rest but unfortunately we couldn’t..just because of me..keep on kacau-ing him,bully him and sayang him as well..haha^^

*baby, I know you don’t mind want rite?hehe…love u so much

Then, alarm rang once at 3pm..then drag n drag and about 3.30 plus..then we finally move out butt out and went to the mines..!!this is the first time baby going shopping with..im look for jeans that mum complaining to sis that 1 of my jeans..so I decided to look for jeans..went shop by shop,and finally found 1 but got problem with tat stupid pocket,then went some other places but I just think not worth for the price..go to the highest floor to look for phone,baby wane get himself another phone after his w580i KO adi..and he bought Samsung champ..a nice cute phone..

Thought of continue walking but need to meet sis at 9.30..scared to enough time to have out steamboat for dinner..therefore, went steamboat..only continue walking at jusco..had a great dinner with baby..the steamboat is nice..=)

before

After

Then,went jusco for another around shopping..but end up I still dint get myself anything..and baby got himself a phone..=D..at least at the end is still worth..have a great day..not forge to say happy anniversary my baby..muak..>3

Cheong k at neway,subang

Sis purposely take off day to go cheong k with me..can’t wait to sing, sing, sing..till the max..suppose go lunch with mum and sis..then uncle called for lunch then I join uncle for lunch at kl..some where for pork mee soup..is nice..and tasty..yummy!!then, ask sis to pick me from uncle hse..cousin sis and bro joined as well..1^st time going cheong k with them..andrew sort of can sing..but jin did not sing that day..whole day sitting there.. and eat..haha,we sang till 6.45pm..then the people there stop the system..about 4 hours,consider not bad adi..!!Then,send jin n andrew back..and sis need to ready to go for km’s aunt birthday..dinner,and me had maggie as my dinner..after so long not eating..=)..had a fun time..today..

Outing with frens~2.10.10

Went pyramid with chin yee, mq and chris today,luckily chin yee came to fetch me or else I also cant get to go out with them..!! after reached, went and buy movies tickets~the hole..then been to bbq plaza for lunch…then,we walked around..and chin yee say go play some games since we have about an hour before the movie start..!!For the movie the hole, as the comment just normal..nothin much..just things that u scared of will come to u..do u believe..hahaha…anyhow,is just a movie..later on,chin yee say go dinner..i did not had my dinner with them..but just sort of accompany..=)..even just s simple outing..but quite long dint met chin yee..she did not change much..just like the past..still ki sial..1..hahaha..