assual of me

Is merdeka week..most of the students went back hometown coz monday is holiday,but for me not much different thou, i doesn't have class on monday..so just as usual for me..!!This is good for the others that need to attend class from monday till friday or even saturday..Im lucky that monday class ricky help us to shift to tuesday and saturday class Ms Norazimah change to tuesday as well..So,i only have class from tuesday till friday..!! I dont mind the class is pack but atleast got time to rest then will be fine..!!So fast come to the end of trimester..1 sem just past like that..it seem like been doing nothing,but actually was quite busy with asg,just time flies..When is come to the end of semester,people around will light up their lights till late night because this mean that final is around the corner..break we can enjoy,need to pass through a hard time..to prove that we do not pass the whole sem with nothing..!!my heart now so confused..haiz,when talk bout home is so pathetic..but wat can i do..hmmm...forget about it men!!..no comment

~SPEECHLESS~

ever im black hearter
but honestly
i did not wish ur come
i just wan a quiet time
through out the whole month
nothin to happie
beside feeling stress
and ONLY stress
comfortable feeling
nt ever here anymore
is typically different
compare to others
how u carry out
is not wat i wan or wish too
communication failed
end up wat i get
scolded,sad,break heart
trust lost
feeling gone
everything is not longer here
seem meaningless adi
is have nothin for me to care
watever u wan
just go ahead
im not gona bother

p/s: nt about me n bf..=)

wishes to sis

she's my lovely sis..This pic is not the latest..1..just took 1 of the pic..!!Wanna wish her happie birthday and have a wonderful day..take k..i love u my sis..hugz..

really dun understand..

Just a week,i got 3 calls from both parents..i know they're worried about my ptptn thingy..once i cant get the loan..i can be consider cant further up my studies adi!!All of these i also understand and i knew it..I know they have been worried about me the moment i came to kampar to study..thInking that can i survive over here and so on..that's im tryin my best to prove i've grow up through so long..i know what is important and i care about their feelings..that's only i decide to settle my things myself..if not necessary i wonld not ask help from them even sis and bf..!!Am i really cant get confident from your..im trying to tell your that im not longer a kid..im 20 this year..SIGH!!!Depress everytime talked to them...

Amy bday

I WOULD LIKE TO WISH ONE OF MY FREN~AMY CHIN HAPPIE 23TH BIRTHDAY

She was the closer friend during foundation period..both of us always hang out..to shop,to eat...!!After she shift coll..then our meet up been lesser..and even now im at kampar..even lesser to meet up with her..not even msn..been almost a yr not meeting her..hopefully the upcoming sem break i get to meet up with her..=)miss her..haha..!!today is her bday..may she have a great day and i know her bf came to meet her..wish u enjoy..happie bday

the important 1 to me

He's the one that i always love and care..maybe it might be a little stupid if so fast set up who you wanna be with by forever..or maybe ppl may think cant be forever..just for now!!what i know by now is no matter how, he's alwiz the 1 that be by my side..and after about 2 yrs been together..i believe, no matter what i need n wants..as long he can do it for me..he will..!!Im not gona bother whether family agree my relation with him..as long as sis support me..im fine with everything..nothing is more important than both of them..!!i love them so so much..cant imagine if i do not have them in my life..thank god..thank you so much..give me the chance to meet my love..during working time..hehe=)apreciate it alot..hugz

care=nothing

what is home to me??i duno
when the moment i saw my exam timetable
i was so pissed about the management..
drag my time for so long
coz i waited to go home when sem break come

But since yesterday called
home is nothing to me..
my heart has gone
not longer be there
feeling not good at all

ever you think im each person
then nothing to be explain..
since is like that
is not any important
whether do i care

happie but...

It's always feel good when parents came over to visit me..but at the same time when is without mumbling..!!Well..no matter how,i know they just worried about me on stayin alone here at kampar..thanks mum and dad,im fine here..i'll alwiz tell myself to study hard..not to let ur worry about me anymore..!!=),I also wish ur can accept my relationship wid baby..maybe he's not a good looking person for u, but atleast try to understand the situation..i just wan it like that..not a big matter and im not asking alot from ur..Really duno when only i dun need to aviod from ur to see baby..whenever i want too..