Sorry

my thousand aplogize to u...
i know it cant get to cover the scar that u have
ever i say promise is alwiz a promise
but ever im the 1 tat break the promise

i dunno whether u believe anot
is totally out of my mind tat bout dis promise
not in purpose to lie to u
anyhow,no matter wat i say is really my fault
i know the scar will stay there

i hope i will get to cover back the scar
thank you for givin a last chance
i appreciate so so much
i will alwiz remind myself
what i've said to u..

At the same times
dun like my parents..
if there's anythin u wanna know
u insist to know
just ask..
i know this time is my fault
but the time when u ask me bout it
i feel so scary

it not bcoz i hide somethin from u
i dunno how 2 describe
but
anyway u're not purposely
to check out on me
im really so sorry
i dunno since when
u're stay deep in my heart
i only wanna say
just dun leave me pls

beside sis
u're the 1 that hold me wid my life
i love u k
hugz

This date~20 June

If ever on this day

things did not happen

we did not met at the 1st place
then

this will not be a memeroble day

for me n u

But somehow

If does not happen

as i alwiz said

in the world doesn't excite IF

So

things had happened

we're together

u prove to me everythin

show me that u're trustable

im not regret

eventhough i had mention once

n u hold me back

u give me ur hand

u give me ur hugz

the feeling so warm

no matter how

u're still at my side

givin me support

concern me

sometimes

i really hope

i get to see u every every minutes

every second every moment

but i know is kinda hard thou

therefore

i alwiz tell myself

as long we love each other

it doens't matter

how long i need to wait

to see u

i just wanna tell u

u're alwiz in my heart

love u,miss u

another month of us

Today im really happie..just dunno y..mayb is bcoz is my day wid bf..o bcoz just i get to meet up wid bf..im not sure..but either any of it..im just feeling great..hehe=)!!early in the morning woke up..then,feel so good..then took mt shower and get my self done..after took my break1st..then went to coll..that guy~eddy back to class~Ta9..n sort of not remember him thou n kenneth came over n asked me bout the math notes whether got extra..for him,n guess so..haha=D,just too bad who asked him suddenly disappear n now back again..!!Today classes end at 3pm,so after class go meet uo with bf n we went curve..thou is just for few hours..but in between the few hours i've a great time..by now when i get to spend time wid bf is enough for me..no matter how long it will be..!!

Baby,happie anni to u..thou the time we spend is not long..but every month of the day im looking forward that will have u to go through wid me..!!It might be a hard time between dis few months..but as u told me as long we hold each other..everything we can go through..!u know wat,i really cant wait to celebrate our 1st yrs anni..anyhow i believe dis days can come true..n also the future 1..hehe=D,i love u..hugz..

~simple~

I dunno what's wrong..these days..i started cant hold on with sis pathetic emotion..oh gosh,i also dunno how to face her adi..tiring man!!Then me n bf too..i also dunno why,we will have a lil arguement seem after every few weeks..its been like tat always..everytime argue,im scare..dunno which day we tend to feel bored or cant stand each other..and ask to let go..!!Things seem not going very well..is like when i think is going to be okay,in another side sure will have something happen..Judst like me n my parents,they've accept bout my studies stuff..so now a days also being okay..things like so complicated..how to make things go smooth n well..is there any way..??haiz,well..in coll have nothin much happen..just as usual go coll for class after coll back home o spend an hour and chill wid frens...i feel so nice..yesterday cc n kokjiunn were at my place for while..i feel myself so bad..i cant remember kokjiunn..at 1st..then,after thinking i knew is him but sad to say i dun remember his name till cc told me..haha=D,so mean..!!Anyway,just hope that there will be nothin happen any more..i just want a simple life n live..