Hei hei...let me intro those pic that i post up...well,let's start from the top to the bottom...the 1st pic which wanpin,me n yunhsi..after that folow by me n ale pic...n the 3rd wan which gals pic..n they are ale,deepa,karmen,yeangshin n me...N the last pic which me n yeangshin..!!

*these pic we took durin yeangshin's farewell at jo's hse...

my dear frez.....

1 of my frez is leavin this country to another country~us for her up comin life time..i know she waited quite long for the day to come..and now is the time that she’s leavin really sad…althought we are not that close durin high school.. but somehow we join the same troop..had lots of fun..organized a few camp..and our culture night…and through out all these..we had lots of sweet memory durin scoutin and high school life even after we had over our high school..we still meet up and aspecially the time that im workin..she’ll come over n vist me..chat with me..so nice..!!now all of us know she leavin 2 us,therefore that day we had a farewell party..for her at jo’s hse..and it wll be my last time meetin up with her..and b’coz of this farewell..i get 2 meet the others which seldom contact after started college life…its was really nice n happie,really had lots of fun talking..i really wish she will always enjoy her life there n all the best in her future…really gonna miss u a lot…my dear fren~yeang shin..

我很矛盾啊。。。

不晓得什么时候会让自己在不知不觉中喜欢上你，就来连自己都没发现到，至到你告诉我你要离开这里去别的地方时那种对你的舍不得才恍然知道自己已喜欢上你了。。我知道这对你来说并不是一件好事。。但还是很想在你走之前让你知道我的感受，所以决定把对你的感觉说出来。当我决定说出来时，我真的没想过你会喜欢我。。更不用说和你在一起，所以当你说你喜欢我真的让我开心不已。。但事情往往就是这样，开心的时间总是短暂的，我没想过你会坦白的告诉我你已有女朋友了。。这证明了我在你心里占有一席位子让我感到开心但也让我感到难过。我以为也许你走了会是一件好事。。可以让我放下你，但对你的思念还是一样，真不知该如何是好。。所以我偶尔就送短讯给你希望你会回我，可是每次都只有失望。。但每当我以为没希望了，你却回我让我觉得希望又回来了，不能完全放下你。。最近，他告诉我他喜欢我。。暗示要和我在一起，一次又一次的在暗示我，但我仍然不为所动。。也许我怕我还没把你放下又或许是我自己还没搞清楚对他的感觉吧！但近来我发现对你我慢慢地放开了，感觉轻松很多了。。虽然如此，但人总是矛盾的。。只怕放下了你，却因为他对我的好而喜欢上他。虽然知道他是真心的但还是不敢想太多。。也许顺其自然才是最好的吧。。

these few months..

In my life i've never been workin..till i finish my high school life..between these few month..i start workin part time at jaya n digital mall at sec 14..the time i work at jaya there's nothin much that i get 2 learn..but i get to know how to serve customer n cummunicate with people..and while i workin at digital mall..i really gain knowledge..i get to know alots of stuff bout computer and all..though is still abit blur blur..not that proffesional yet..but somehow is more worth then when i work at jaya...but the thing i gain which is the same is get to see many type of people...and the way they treat a person...and im not sure isit b'coz work at digital mall together with chui man for too long..i realize i got influence on my speakin,is got different compare to last time..!!i think maybe i still cant get myself stand still with my own thinkin n decision..somehow,i think im luckily that i get to know a lady which her name yvvone...she's elder than me few year..but just b'coz of that..she give me alots of advice..in my life..and also some study stuff..i really wan thank her alot...n really happie to knowin her...!!by now i can see myself growin..know more stuff..which is the way to continue my life...

my last day of work...

the day that i waited for so long finally arrive...im happy that i can leave this job..which i no need to face the so call 'supevisor' anymore...i don't know isit b'coz i dint manage myself to communicate with him properly or is just he don't know how to communicate with me n the others..i think b'coz of dis 3 of us been working with him for so long dint ever feel happy n comfortable..somehow..after desmond told him bout all of us..he seem like got a little changes but yeti think is nothin effect to me adi since im not longger workin there...!!by da way,if i not mistaken after knowin sam,v dint go out for lunch o buy things 2gether b4 n that day..supprisingly i company sam..go out for twice...n that was also the day he tease me non stop n also the others..though they make me till i got speachless..but presiously all of them treat me good n they are friendly 2 me...mayb is just my last day..dint really take it serious..n was just havin fun with them..i'll still go back but is not a worker but as a visitor...i'll alwiz keep in mind the time im workin there...n the knowledge i gain..

我可怜的一天。。。

haiz...真没想到难得可以放假一天。。原本之前打算和朋友去看戏的，可是因为其中一个说她的period很多结果不去了。。之后，另一个也说要工作因为有钱拿。。！！真是的。。这也算了，万万没想到一大早就大伤风害和肚子不舒服，吃什么也没味道，也不敢吃太多。。真是气死了。。但愿自己可以快点好起来啊。我这么的一天就这样过了。。最大的受获就是有时间在这里写我的故事。。=）

茅盾的我。。

为何人总是听不懂人所说的话。。。真是不知该怎么说才好，是他们真的那么笨还是在那装傻。最近呢有人告诉我他喜欢我。。感觉上让我没办法相信啊。。他是个喜欢开玩笑的人，所以呢他自阿怎么告诉我，我都告诉他别玩和认真点。。而他也说是认真的。。我想也许是我还小吧。。但，在怎样女孩往往喜欢被人追的感觉。。嘻嘻=p。。所以说想怎么多也是白想的！！好好享受青春才是最重要。。知道有点茅盾但没办法啊，我是这么烂的一个人。。啊

哈哈，第一次。。。

哈哈，我所谓的第一次就是在这里写我的故事。。之前也有写过但只是普普通通的话题。。所以说我要开始我这里的了旅程了，=）欢迎我的读者。。。。。。