DEPRESSED!!!!!!

feeling depressed..
i dunno how to decribe..
but it comes after talkin 2 mum..

due to this exam..
i cant fail any of it..
family o bf
cant disappoint them either

i still need to go for my degree..
need atleast get a better 1
in order to get load

BUT
after 2day's paper
i have no confident on it..
so worry bout it...!!
haiz...

now suppose to study
besides the 1st few sub-topic
others did not go in my brain..
how???

any1 have a good way 2 study..?!
im needed..
cant let myself go on like tat
if not really gona die..

complaining so much..
yet nothin gona change..
is still the same..need to study
memorize memorize n memorize..
things that cant do...

i dunno y..
everytime when comes to memorize
starting everything goes well
but when reach the time
everything seem gone n end up
BLANK...

just hate dis happen..
will get me nervous..n lost
aiyerrr
anyway will just back to usual..!!