from me to u

TODAY IS MY DEAR BABY BIRTHDAY=)

27th DECEMBER happy birthday to u,

happy birthday to u,

happy birthday to my dear,

happy birthday to u.

I know you're be very sad and dissappointed that i cant get to celebrate with you..im not giving myself a reason or in purpose to aviod ur words..just want you to know,i love u..and i only wish u're happie alwiz and ever..at the same time,tq for going through wid me all my happiness,sweetness,and the hard time..im feeling the same things as u,i dint get to meet up wid u..it will be the only time im not celebrate wid u k..next yr,next next yr..i'll try my very best,to be by ur side..*hug n kisses*

感觉

当一个人的时候
就会想要另一个人
在自己身边
陪伴自己

当有了另一半
就会希望他
每天都配着自己
无论是
开心，伤心
但愿有个人
安慰，扶持
就算是一种幸福

也许
现在的我拥有着
却觉得一点都不实际
仿佛在空中漂浮

真的不想要那种感觉
我应该怎样？
才可以让自己
觉得比较实际些
才能得到所谓的
‘安全感’

Wish all of you have a wonderful christmas eve and christmas day..=)

从头到尾，不是我不会想，不会分。。只是在你们的眼中，只看到我是怎么的一个人，那我可以怎样？？难道我真的长不大，思想还那么的幼稚吗？坦白说，我也很想把什么事情都告诉你们，可是，事情往往就是这样，没有机会。。我想也许巴说有事请都收着不说也算是一件好事吧，至少有很多事情，你们不用操心，生气！！现在的我，很矛盾，很无奈。。不晓得事情会变成怎样，真的还蛮担心，咳，当初决定的篇这样的谎言，就应该要知道若被发现后果如何？！我真的不求什么，只希望这次上帝可以保佑我，给我这次的机会，拜托，可以吗？真得很谢你。。。

tagged by mc

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
- like duhh..

How about drinking?
- im okay wid drinking..

Do you like someone you cant have?
- it depend

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
- nope,coz i have 1 adi..dun wanna hurt them

Whats your favorite sport?
- well..dun really have 1..

Its saturday night, you're homealone..what do you do?
- erm..on the phone wid my boy

Do you like roller coasters?
- ya,but too bad i cant accept it..

Whens the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
- individual

If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
- jay chou...haha=D

What are you doing this weekend?
- is 'dong zi' festival,so gather wid family

What your favorite restaurant?
- none

Have you ever hugged someone?
- yes..

Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
-....hmmm...

Do you like anyone right now?
- yupz

What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
- dress code

Which do you prefer, beach or the mountains?
- depends im wid who..

What kind of phone do you have?
- k550i,sony ericsson

Computer or laptop?
- laptop

Jeans or sweats?
- jeans

Which year has been the best year so far?
- for me is 2007

How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
- 20..lol

What should you be doing right now?
- well..nothin

What is your favorite tv show?
- any

What's been your last purchase?
- cant remember

Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
- hell no

Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of crowd of people?
- i think so..not sure..

What do you do when you're at home?
- on9 n dramas...

Whats your favorite subject?
- i also dunno..blur liao

What's the best thing that happen to you?
- let me think..hmmm

10 person to tag
- those ever come to my blog..hehe=>

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

recently just like this song so much..~fall for you from secondhand serenade

here's the lyric..

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible to find
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

wishes form me..

Well,i would like to wish all the bday gal n boy..

3rd of November~yvonne

6th of november~my cousin bro~andrew

13th of november~hua wen

17th of november~my cousin bro~z.wei & munkeat

18th of november~my mum

25th of of november~jon

27th of november~diana

MAY U PPL HAVE A GREAT DAY N ALL THE BEST>>TAKE CARE

1 yr+1 month=)

wah another 1 month after 1 yr anni..just wish that everything can be find and nothing much will goes wrong..praying all my wish can come true and will be save as i think..=)Happy anni my dear..love ya so much..hugz

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY=)

thou normal but nice=)

Today is sunday..when come to sunday,most of the time sis will go out and that will thanks to sis that bring me out..With her,i get to meet my love 1..i know,toward alot of ppl will not understand my situition..sometimes i will think if ever alot of things would not happen then,many things also will not happen like what im going..!!Anyhow,i did not blame any1..and i coz the problem,i should taken the feedback..i endure with it,but friends around me and also my hunny..for friends,they still okay with it but for dear,he need to take over alot of things..even the up coming 1 year anni cant get to celebrate..haiz,feel so sorry to him..i know he waited for the day so long and finally it come but i seem spoil the day..Hmmm,hopefully others anni and special day wont be any problem..really dun wanna see him suffer with me,everything due to me..!!Well,today went mv with sis,then meet her friend there..roughly about 230,dear came over and pick me..though the time we spend is not long but i believe we both enjoyed..feel so good and nice=),About 5 something back to mv and meet sis back then follow she and the friend shopping for about an hour,when on the way to nando's, dear drop by at famous amos and get me the chocolate flower..he said that if i can brought back the real flower,he will get me that..hehe=Dwell,he will do it 1 day when i allow too..keke,so then..we went nando's for dinner and meet his dad..!!After dinner,then he accompany to find sis,then he left..while me n sis waiting for dad,we walked down to LG,sis wanna get some food and walked around..then,we stoped by at gurdian and get some facial stuff..then,headed back home..That's about the day..

A small dinner..

Had a early birtthday celebration for nicole..went fireman at jaya one..is similir to bbq plaza but i guess the different in between is if u asked for it,there will be fireman presentation but im not sure whether it need to pay anot..hehe=),Just a normal dinner..and not much ppl there..just few of nic's collmate n her bf,then wanpin,jo-lyne n waimay..!!Thought is normal..but atleast had a lil fun in chit-chatting while eating..but i left get to meet theo,ale n zon..been so long not talkin to zon..n feelin nice to talk to her..!!She alwiz can dress herself look better than guyz..haha=DWell..is still happie to see them again..after culture nitez im not been seeing them..dis time consider a small gathering for me..!!Sometimes,just miss the scouting time..somehow,its become memories n alwiz keep in mind..=)

the birthday gal~nic

zon,ale n me

normal day

26th-29th September 2008

Was at aunt's hse during these days..have nothing much to do thou,were just stayin aunt's hse and on9..just like what i did normally at home but the best things which mum not there so less mumble from her..and feel more relax=)On sunday,went yuan steambot for dinner to celebrate my cousin sis's bday..Then,nite uncle back from oversea and he brought back lots of chocolate for us..!!those chocolate were so nice..it could not found in malaysia..that's the best thing..hehe=D,the next day..woke up late and counsin asked to order mcd..so,we had mcd for lunch..In the evening,uncle send me back home...

23th september 2008
happie birthday to tiffany Soh Hui Mun
^pretty miss her so much,hope can see her soon..^^
Wish she had a wondeful day=)

after exams..

Exams over till now did not went out to anywhere till today..Well,what i did today..morning woke up..drag till bout 11 something then went n brush up as well as shower..then go break1st wid parents..then,back home rest for while then me n sis went out..!!then went to dm n settle my comp..wau..finally i can get back the comp to me n on9..since back from hometown till now not been on9 about 2 weeks+..just miss the on9 time so much..n my drama time..HAHA=D,Then..dear meet me at dm then back to his place..b4 back,he went mcd drive thru and get his lunch..then back to his place..!!As i promise will help him to clean up his room so after awhile start my clean up..and then when is done it was about 530..time just pass so fast n i was too tired so i fall asleep adi..hehe=)At night,after dinner dear send me back to dm to collect my comp..it seem so long did not really spend so much time wid him adi..just feeling so good..!!i know to sis it will be okay..but she just want me to pass through this time in order to enter uni..and have my own life within the 3 yrs uni..which she wish i can get to enjoy..i wish it too..but sometimes is really depends on how the god wanna treat..i do pray hard n study my part..but is seem i still not doing the best..haiz..dunno o..just hopefully everything will be okay..my studies,my relationship,family n friends...^^

merdeka holiday^^+ Wishes^^

20th September 2008
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO~Mr Tan Jia Yuan
~may u have a great day, take care~

11th September 2008
Ms Khoo Chia Ching happie birthday as well...=)

30th August~2nd September 2008

Was back to hometown within this 4 days..On the 1st day,early in the morning woke up by mum and get ready..while mum was thinking whether wanna ask my grandma along..but end up she make a morning called to mu aunt and ask to pass msg to my grandma either wanna go back along anot..then,after we're done..settle all the things at home and went to my aunt hse at kepong to pick my grandma then we leave...!!Actually is kinda da suffer to travel thou is just 2 hrs journey..anyway,b4 we reach mum's anut place we drop by at kampar for break1st and realize the food there were not bad n cheap..2 person only needed about 5-6 bucks and we can had a full break1st..hehe=),well overthere i saw the tb4 michelle n another gal..which i dunno wats her name..well,forget it..!!After break1st..went around kampar then leave to hometown~gopeng n drop by to halp my uncle to check out my cousin's wallet whether did he left it there but in conclusion..we can find anything...from the whole hse..-.-"..then,finally leave and reach simpang pulai which the grand aunt's place..!!Then,the whole afternoon were doing nothing beside sitting in front the tv n watch astro..keke^^)

Then the 2nd day,woke up early too not as early as the day b4..went break1st..and gopeng then visited my another grand uncle then after that went to ipoh and eat 'siew yuk'..it was so delicious..then,my grand aunt wanna bought something so we went to tesco around the place and then went 2 my anothe grand aunt hse..!!at her place i only eat eat and eat..abit siao..but dis is holiday..that can enjoy without doing anything but just eat..haha=)then went for dinner at relative place..end of my day..

The 3rd n 4 th day was nothing much happen just staying at home and watch tv..was kinda lazy to go out wid them..so rather stay at home wid sis and the cousin..hehe..enjoying watching tv..=)

that's my merdeka holiday..but the worst thing when i got back pj..my comp got prob n make me cant on9...just so sad...hmmm....

=)

20th August 2008
Today was amy bday..we had lunch wid her together soh, chin yee n me..hehe,we went curve kimgary..we knew this yr she do not had a great bday..due some prob happen..but we alwiz wish she can live happie..ever..hugz...=)

22th August 2008
There are 2 person bday..
1st is ~my beloved sis~
Had a early celebration wid her..wish she can alwiz stay happie too..*hugz n kisses*

2nd is~sim ee~
she is one of the fren that i met in utar..n our friendship stay till..just so nice..fren4ever
nothin muchjust had a break1st wid her together wid bf..=)thanks so much

At the same day..as well,had my early bday celebration..wid bf..thou is just a simple celebration..but im really happie..=),hugz..thanks my dear..

29th August 2008

This the date that kinda memorable..my 1st time taken public trasport to find dear's place and i got sesak..HAHA..but anyhow i still get my to there and i know he was happie to see me..=)as long he is happie..im okay wid everythin..as i can do for him..hehe..anyway..is a good experience and now i know the way n i can get my way to his place whenever i wan..KEKEKE

wish

shuli~HAPPY BIRTHDAY

wish u have a great day..miss ya alot..hugz

CS~presentation

Finally the 2 presentation is done..and things is over..phew..i kinda like the cs presentation..1st time experience in debates..quite cool..hehe,the best part which is on the 4 minutes time..my group and the opposite group..in a proper way of arguement...HAHA..=D,quite enjoy through out the whole process..well done job for all of us..Though is not my 1st time of presenting but wid a different group..have new experience wid them..also not bad ar..!!After presentation,we took alots of pic..busy camhoring..till crazy adi..AKAKA=P

Here are few pics..

awh..no sweet hug,HAHA=D
~guyz~

siew wan, me n chonghui
~galz~

me n chonghui
kenneth, lanhong, karmun n me
me n meiling=)
me, eugeng, siew wan,
huiting, lanhong

SWT..-.-"

wah..wat a day men..haiz..get me so rush for the 1st time..even last time doenst happen this situation before..and is just a small group will get to clash up the title comparing to others group..really swt man..!!Only 4 group and 4 group also clash together..we make the lecturer got speechless..and i,myself also alil 'za dou'..then,after that have to decide which group need to change title..and in between they have arguement wid another group..and i got so piss with it..!!Is not the time to argue any more..the due date is 2molo..we need to done it by today itself..!!Really kids man..seem no brain to think..and the attitude just like a small kid..did not think b4 taking action..thank god im only see them dis sem..well..sorry ro make my frenz worry about..and thanks for the concern..so nice..love n appreciate them so much..givin me support..!!Then,wish my love will get to recover soon..sorry cant get to take k u..love ya..muakz=)

gettin better after all

Guess so after a talk wid dear..things going better as well as im feelin better too..i glad of his agreement of understanding my situition and at the same time support wid my decision..!!A month plus is not long but is not consider short..but just a period of time that both of us not meetin each other..i wish during the time i can really concentrate wid what i need to do and do the best to get in degree..!!Dad has been mumbling everytime when there's a time we're together..thou kinda can stand his mumble but all just causes due to me..in order to avoid all these..that will be when im officially enter degree..then,that's the time im save of all kind of things..!!pray hard..to god,hope u can give me what i can..as long i enter degree..will promise hard to study well..pls...

words i wanna say

This days due to have prob wid family..feel so stress up,especially in studies..i failed them once..n now,the trust in between like gone adi..at the same time,me n dear also had arguement..plus past few days my mood were not that good thou..is like cant really talk to him properly..!!i tend to get piss off easily..is so not like me,argg..hate it so much..im tryin my best to control my emotion when i talk to him but when the topic come to my family..then,get to be different adi..feeling so sad..!!i know how hard he actually persuide himself to accept my request..that not to meet for a month plus..at the 1st moment i dint ever think of need to do that..till the day when dad came back from work n suddenly came to me n ask me some ques..n tell me wat had him found out n understand..at the time i feel so tension..mayb i really had things hiding behind..that's y i felt tension..!!after all..i thought it will get to cool down slowly..n i believe is goin better but till last nitez,dad came to me again n telling some weird things that i dun understand..i dunno what he heard n so on..bcoz of those words,it causes sis dint get to slp well too..n i cant get to cool down myself wid his words..i really worry,i told dear n he said since my dad sint wanna say it out then i no need to bother..ya,say is easy but he's not the 1 that listen..n im the that listen those words..really cant believe that at the moment my dad reaction is so serious..!!honestly,i have nothin to hide from dear,but just bout feeling..he dint get it..things that im worry bout..many things that i wish to do wid him..i dun wanna end coz of dis..being wid him for a time adi,is not that easy to let go..n really wan him to know,i decide not to meet not bcoz i avoidin him,yet is to show out that dun wan them to think so much,as well as wan sis to trust him that his love to me is really can go through everything..n also a time for us to prove no matter how hard it is..we can go through everything together..dis is wat im thinking..!!N i really appreciate wat u did for me,from the time v together till now u alwiz so understandin me..tq so much..wanna tell u,i love u no matter how k..!!no matter how,sis is my family n also my very bast fren to me..anyhow i need to listen to her..her words..give support me..that i can stay wid u..ya

可以吗？

从一开始，我知道这条路并不容易走。。但，到目前为止我都很努力的告诉自己要坚持下去。。我从来没想过要放弃，只是希望你可以再一次的包容一下我，容忍多一个月多。。这就够了，真的！！我也真的不想要姐出面和你谈，不想要发生到这个地步，因为家里的话，我快变得透不过气了。。也许对你来说可以不用管，但，听的人不是你，他们也不是你的什么人。。可是，对我而言是一种压力，无形的压力。我不要求多，只是要这么一个小小的要求，暂时在这一个月多里不见不谈。。！我相信时间很快过的。。是否可以允许我的要求。。你给于我的支持和其他的一切我感受得到，也很感激。。就算再多的谢谢也不能代替。。但，我只要这么一次的要求。。

how??

izit really the matter coz so many things
i really hope is not

after listen to dad talkin
i've kinda scare
i disappointed him once
im worry is bcoz of what he said
then spoil everything..again

how??what should i do..
really dunno how..

life being sux

My life recently
can describe by a word
SUX!!

I dun mind stayin at home
but can it dun be like now
lock inside the cage
i almost cant breath
get me so lifeless

Anyhow dis also not a matter
the most that make me cant stand
which my mum..
facing her is gonna make me crazy
as goes to dad

All the while i thought he will be the different
but after this happend
it show that no different..

Mayb is im the 1 that causes all this
but i bet there's alwiz a better way
rather than becomin like this
dunno what kind of nonsense
argggggg!!!

Im dyin adi..
i need fresh air to breath
i need a wide enviroment to think
i wanna live without them

By now i cant do anythin
how am i goin to stay alife
with such family..
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Thank god
i have sis n dear
they bring me a stay on
if not cant imagine how it gonna be!!

Sorry

my thousand aplogize to u...
i know it cant get to cover the scar that u have
ever i say promise is alwiz a promise
but ever im the 1 tat break the promise

i dunno whether u believe anot
is totally out of my mind tat bout dis promise
not in purpose to lie to u
anyhow,no matter wat i say is really my fault
i know the scar will stay there

i hope i will get to cover back the scar
thank you for givin a last chance
i appreciate so so much
i will alwiz remind myself
what i've said to u..

At the same times
dun like my parents..
if there's anythin u wanna know
u insist to know
just ask..
i know this time is my fault
but the time when u ask me bout it
i feel so scary

it not bcoz i hide somethin from u
i dunno how 2 describe
but
anyway u're not purposely
to check out on me
im really so sorry
i dunno since when
u're stay deep in my heart
i only wanna say
just dun leave me pls

beside sis
u're the 1 that hold me wid my life
i love u k
hugz

This date~20 June

If ever on this day

things did not happen

we did not met at the 1st place
then

this will not be a memeroble day

for me n u

But somehow

If does not happen

as i alwiz said

in the world doesn't excite IF

So

things had happened

we're together

u prove to me everythin

show me that u're trustable

im not regret

eventhough i had mention once

n u hold me back

u give me ur hand

u give me ur hugz

the feeling so warm

no matter how

u're still at my side

givin me support

concern me

sometimes

i really hope

i get to see u every every minutes

every second every moment

but i know is kinda hard thou

therefore

i alwiz tell myself

as long we love each other

it doens't matter

how long i need to wait

to see u

i just wanna tell u

u're alwiz in my heart

love u,miss u

another month of us

Today im really happie..just dunno y..mayb is bcoz is my day wid bf..o bcoz just i get to meet up wid bf..im not sure..but either any of it..im just feeling great..hehe=)!!early in the morning woke up..then,feel so good..then took mt shower and get my self done..after took my break1st..then went to coll..that guy~eddy back to class~Ta9..n sort of not remember him thou n kenneth came over n asked me bout the math notes whether got extra..for him,n guess so..haha=D,just too bad who asked him suddenly disappear n now back again..!!Today classes end at 3pm,so after class go meet uo with bf n we went curve..thou is just for few hours..but in between the few hours i've a great time..by now when i get to spend time wid bf is enough for me..no matter how long it will be..!!

Baby,happie anni to u..thou the time we spend is not long..but every month of the day im looking forward that will have u to go through wid me..!!It might be a hard time between dis few months..but as u told me as long we hold each other..everything we can go through..!u know wat,i really cant wait to celebrate our 1st yrs anni..anyhow i believe dis days can come true..n also the future 1..hehe=D,i love u..hugz..

~simple~

I dunno what's wrong..these days..i started cant hold on with sis pathetic emotion..oh gosh,i also dunno how to face her adi..tiring man!!Then me n bf too..i also dunno why,we will have a lil arguement seem after every few weeks..its been like tat always..everytime argue,im scare..dunno which day we tend to feel bored or cant stand each other..and ask to let go..!!Things seem not going very well..is like when i think is going to be okay,in another side sure will have something happen..Judst like me n my parents,they've accept bout my studies stuff..so now a days also being okay..things like so complicated..how to make things go smooth n well..is there any way..??haiz,well..in coll have nothin much happen..just as usual go coll for class after coll back home o spend an hour and chill wid frens...i feel so nice..yesterday cc n kokjiunn were at my place for while..i feel myself so bad..i cant remember kokjiunn..at 1st..then,after thinking i knew is him but sad to say i dun remember his name till cc told me..haha=D,so mean..!!Anyway,just hope that there will be nothin happen any more..i just want a simple life n live..

a hard time week

These whole week had been a hard week for me..due cant get up 2 degree,had disappointed my parents as well as my sis..!!I know everytime after the things happen feel only feel rgret is been useless most of the time..but i dunno how only i can get myself change to be better person..change those bad attitude..!!dad said is alwiz right,y cant i get enough reparation b4 we going to face the fact o problem..now,the only things i can do is attend the classes n get myslef study more hard..in order to do more preparation for the upcoming final..!!today mum back hometown wid aunt..i only get to release abit no need to face her..eventhou she dint stress out that my studies should be how n how..but as her daughter,anyhow still get to know wats she thinking..in a way,i feel stress..althought its seem a little hope she wan it from me n i cant get to do it.for her..a simply thing n i make it like very difficult!!To them,is my fault not being hardworking n put efford in my studies..to sis,she thinks tat bcoz of dear..he dint make me to be a better person..i was thinking tat izit really bcoz of him..n really get me nearly let go..eventhou just mention for few months..but after dear keep telling me not to let go..n i know it also hard for me to do that..many things that happen..the only things is to face it..n not keep avoiding the prob..n also when so hard for u to get the things u also need to hold it on wid the own decision n not bcoz of other things then n change ur mind so easily..!!After the whole week,seem get to grow up a little,think what i actaully needs,wants n have to do..all my decision not only for me but also ppl around me..just jope i wont effect them much..if can not even a little thou..!!i dun wanna feel any more heart pain..dun wanna hurt any 1..especially my family n also my beloved 1..through out the week..he gives me lots of support n accompany me all the time..i can feel he's with me no matter where am i..feel the warm i need when the whole family in a war wid u..thank you so much..!!when i need u,u show up to me..n give a a big hugz..i know things is past..but just to apologize again that hurt u..sorry,n i love u..really love u alot..ya,hugz..guess so everything will back to okay soon..=)

等待

等待

一种无奈的感觉

一点也不好受

让我坐立不安

有点无助

不晓得

如何能把它完全释放出来

很压抑

虽然

已经到了那天的到来

但

仍然相差五六个小时

无能为力

只能默默地继续等待

这个时候得我

应该入眠

以等待明天的揭晓

无可奈何

心情非常紧张

根本无法入眠

真得快变疯狂了

救命啊。。

真得很讨厌这种等待

不管任何事情

只要等待的

那个过程都会让人透不过气

可恶！！

什么都做不到的我

只能求上苍，保佑我

一切可以顺顺利利

摆脱；拜托

可以吗？

as usual

Dear sick adi..everytime when he needs me,cant get to be by his side..feel so sad..now,i just wish he get to recover fast..dun wanna see him suffer..!!Anythin will support him..most of the time when i need him,the timing just so right he will be by my side and take care of me..i wish i can now be with him..take care of him but just cant..haiz,must be strong enough..so can fully support him..=)..!!Between that day heard from chin yee that result most probably will be out on this coming friday..my heart never feel normal ever i heard that news..gosh,still got about 2 more days from now..really really pray hard that result wont be that bad though..besides nothing i can do just like what dear told me..exam period is over,anythin that i could do it have been over..now only pray things wont be that bad while waiting for the result to be out..!!But im glad that im not the only 1 that having such feeling,they are few of them also have no idea bout the result..so,i guess i should stay strong..to go on with things that might happen..!!

These days knowing that sis and the bf is not going very well..as i know her mood is been going up and down..so unpredictable..dunno how long she still can take it..just wish that she can stay stong as well..and hopefully they will be okay again..no matter how she pissed me of,she still my beloved sis,really hope that everything will stand on her side to support her..as her sis,i will too..!!Not to be bad..if sad things continuely happen i think will only ask sis to let go better than gettin hurts..as he seem like dunno..and at the same time seem hurts for nothing..not to say what,but i believe that as long u're still a gal no matter how strong u stand..things that need from gals is very simple,they just need their bf to by with them when they need..give support when they're sad..and most important always remember promise is a promise..if ever cant make it dun make such promise..!!

Well,anyhow still depends on the guy..just wish them all the best..

=)

Ohh..today im kinda suprise saw chris at the cheras selatan jusco..he said he stay nearby..haha=D,realize tat dis holiday get me shocked..suddenly get to met those coursemate..but also okay..ar,been awhile dint see them adi..!!Anyway,today watched that chinese movie..about a gal very good in gambling..is very funny..not bad..then back to dear's place he cook dinner..for us..really sorry to make him worry,i know everything he did just want me to be happie..baby,im okay ya..i have u to support me..i know everythin will be okay..i promise next time if i have anythin then will tell u k..no hiding adi..!!=)

To all my utarian friends..how r u ppl..hows hol so far..??Not long more every1 will start to busy with studies again..time just flies..eventhough knowing u guys not long but got lots of nice memory..may ur all the best in the up comin studies n future..take k ya..hugz=D

这晚的心情

到底是怎么了
平常的我不是这样
有说，有笑的
没完没了

但
刚刚的我
对着他，静静的
是因为对着电脑的问题县的变暴躁了
还是今天的心情以不太好

话未说完
缺盖上了电话
知道他生气了
真不想变成这样

咳。。。。。
闷闷的，睡不着
又回到电脑的面前
写着这篇文章
心情显得复杂

真得很抱歉
对你发了脾气
但，
却无动于衷
没有回你信息

矛盾着，该会你什么
你说不需要道歉
不需要无畏的解释
那，我可以怎样

想着想着
自己不知何时要去金宝
会比之前见的更少
我们的感情，能仍然一样吗？
有点担心，害怕

每次对你都会有说不完的话
但就是不要看见你担心的样子
让我觉得心疼
但愿明天会更好
一切如常

不管怎样
只想告诉你
我爱你
认识你让我觉得很幸福
谢谢让我遇到你

~tagged by vicki~

*haha,vicki..1st time u tag me too...=D

8 things i'm passionate about:
~family~friends~my own stuff~bf~somethin that i think is interesting~food~i think tat's all..=)

8 things i say or do too often:
~sms~online~take a cup of coffee~hang on the phone

8 things i've read recently:
Wau..seldom do readin o..let's see~is readin ppl's blog counted..haha=D~newspaper

8 songs i could listen over and over again(no particular orders)
~i have quite alot..hard 2 name out..=P

8 things i learned last year
~wat's actually important to me~promise is alwiz a promise~must get to live happie no matter how~

haiz

another month i been together wid him..thou 7 months is not a long time..but i think is consider long for me compare to previous relationship..my baby..happie anni yah..mayb is abit stupid to count month by month..i hope that i n him can count year by year..everythings keep going well..no matter how..haiz,im so worry i cant get to go for my degree..just now dad came n ask me..i dunno how 2 answer just told him tat i duno..n beside dunno i really dunno wat can i say..!!arg..just hate it to be like tat..anyone can tell me wat to do..feel myself so useless..everythin cant do well..n alwiz need them to worry me..hmmm...!!2molo havin my drivin test..also dunno can pass anot..feel nervous n scare..aiyer....

BORIN..

These holiday been stayin at home..sitting in front of the comp watchin drama...other than that nothin much to do..i bet others utarian are busy wid their preparation to kampar for the up coming open day..i also wanna know how am i gonna be..thinking bout it..feel so headed..haiz..!!Wat to do..all the while result not tat good..so end up coz me like tat..hanging in the middle..dunno how..anyway,just pray that everythin will be okay..that's wat i can tell myself..!!anyhow..i hope my love as well..wish him all the best in everythin..pray for him..miss him so much..think that 2molo gonna see him..just make me so happie..even we just been few days dint see each other but it seem..a long time for us..!!feel so bad eveytime when he needs me cant be by his side..to support him..!therefore everytime v meet just hope to spend more time wid him..get to help him 2 release his stress..my love 1..just wan u 2 know,no matter how will alwiz support u..n be with u..k..love u..muakz

another simple weekend

basically my weekend dint not have much thing happen..sat after drivin lesson then meet up wid dear..then been to his place..n help him to clean up his cupboard..hold it so long finally get 2 see a tiddy cupboard..hehe=D,then nothin much o..watch some drama..then in the everning he send me back to pj..then accompany dear to dm,he need to pass back the key to loon while im waiting for sis to pick me up for dinner..After that sis pick me from jaya..we went uptown to meet up her bf..then went kepong there to eat prawn mee..the compliment for the prawn mee not bad..then after dinner went to subang..sis previous workin place there..there's a restaurant above..sis say the cheese cake is cool..so,we been there to try..know wat the cheese is pretty cool..the cheese will melt went the moment u put inside ur mouth..awh,dunno how to discribe my feeling...keke=P..!!on sun,after taken lunch wid parents at subang..the fried laksa..then they send me n sis back home n they went out..!me n sis were like stonnin at home dunno where to go..then finally we decided to go cheong k..at subang neway..at 1st thought of not takin dinner wid parents they all..then will have dinner after cheong k bout 7..but unfortunely..mum called sis around 4 n told us bout 6 go pick grandma n cousin for dinner..haiz,potong steam man..hmmm..argg...not fun adi o..sis was so piss..but yet also cant do anythin..!!at the eatin place..saw my high skul fren n his bro..his younger bro was my junior...seem so long dint see them adi..so lucky get 2 meet them there...at night was chattin wid diana..i been a year dint see her adi..but know she is great..happie to hear that..kinda miss he though..but the others..is like hmmm..really dun have the heart to meet up wid..mayb durin form 5..we adi not that close..so even now been long dint meet up..to me is nothin..dun really wanna care..now i know..i have my love 1 wid me..a great sis..n her bf..then frens around..nothin is important then tat..anway..that's my weekend...hehe=)

a great labout day..hehe

Today is Labour day..every1 included sis n dad do not need to work as well..same goes to dear..he do not have class..too..!!Well..as usual weekend wake up bout 10 somethin..recieved dears' morning msg..hehe=),after tat sis asked me wanna out coz she meetin up wid the bf..so am i..therefore we went break1st wid parents then they drop us at paramount lrt station..!!I ask dear to pick me up from asia jaya n sis bf picking her from kelana jaya..so v both seperated..the most funny thing is we plan to go 1u at 1st..then sis too..after tat dear say wanna go time square n sis told me they goin there too..haha=D,not bad uh..keke...anyway,me n dear thought of go time square to catch a movie..but due to labour day..almost all movie were full...swt man-.-"..then,since like tat we go for lunch n walked around..about 4 somethin..we plan to go somewhere else..n decided to go pyramid..since i dint been there wid him b4..!!so..after we reached there,we went n check out for the movie..n finally got we got it for the movie~ironman..at 7pm..!!The movie was so great..n cool..those who haven watch..remember to watch..ya..hehe=)..Then,after da movie he send me to taman bahagia to meet up wid sis n wait for uncle to pick us up..Althought me n dear just window shoppin n catch a movie..but is a great day for me..get to spend time wid him..love u so much,baby..muakz..

考完了。。

不知不觉有一个星期了。。今天终于考完试了，原本应该开心。。但，却已开始担心成绩出。。不晓得会是如何。。。！！真的不想去想，可是周围的人都问我何时会去金宝。。我真的不知道该怎么回答。。咳！！话说回来，考完试之后和美琪走回jaya。。然后各分东西。。她回家而我去找amy吃午餐。。过后我便回家等uncle来载我学驾车。。整个过程都很开心。。感觉上驾车真的还蛮爽。。=）但愿可以顺利完成我的驾车考试。。然后就可以拿到我的车牌。。有点迫不及待啊。。想到都开心。。虽然还不可能自己拥有一辆车但至少可以驾了。。哦,hehe..=D...等待中。。haha

haiz..=(

haiz..today's paper~social psychology...it seem that those topic that mention out for the exam..but somehow..i still dunno how 2 do..its either i dint study well..dint memorize everythin..o im just not a person that tend to study..!!after today's paper..i also dunno whether i can pass through anot..hmmm...then,today recieve the letter from utar..about my degree orientation at kampar..as well as the bill..the payment that i need 2 pay for...is 4k++...wat a big amount..for me..n i also dunno wanna pay anot..huess so durin the holiday result will be out..n will have a final decision..too...!!wat a sad man..really dunno how..ar???ahhhhh.....mayb i shouldnt care about it..is better i study for the follow subjects..2molo got resit paper~management studies..hopefully get to solve it o...pray hard men...!!study study study.....n also thanks for hunny's support...love ya..

good luck for final..

1 week of study week..is over..2molo is the final..kinda worry..all subjects is drvin me crazy..scare that dis time exam cant get 2 do well..due dis time is the final sem of foundation..!!haiz..anyhow still need to go through..i know every1 is supporting me...especially dear n sis..i should do better in order not to let them feel disappionted...gambatte o..

*i wish my classmate all the best n good luck yah...*

my great dinner...hehe=)

wah..shiok shiok shiok..today mum n dad went for dinner with their frens..so,left me n sis..therefore,we went out for dinner..n sis decided to go pyramid..!!after reach there..sis asked me what i wanna eat..to me..anythin will do..actually,i dint have much comman about food thou..so,she let me choose in between a hong kong style food~kimgary o japanese food~zenmai..then,i was thinking tat i will go kimgary wid my frens..so,y not go for japanese food..since i seldom go for it..hehe=),the enviroment there was okay...then,the place i sit..was enough to fit bout 6-8 person thou...hehe,is just kinda near those smokin are..only,but as i still can take it..so will be okay..!!coz i dun really like ppl smoking..but i wont mind making frens tat smoke..is just..as long not much effect im okay wid it..!!anyway,the food just so great..n just dunno how to express it..hehe=),had a wonderful dinner man...=D...thanks to sis...hugz

let's see..

unadon
suppose to be ss salmon+chuka lidako..but eat liao forget 2 take pic..hehe,
chawanmushi
potato mayo
s.s crab mk

伤心

为什么总是因为一些小事而吵架。。我不喜欢这样。。很难过很伤心。。现在，觉得loo loo的那句无言。。很适合我。。也许真的没有我想象中的了解他所经历过的事。。镇么得明白和体谅。。！！真的真得很抱歉。。对不起。。原本，今早还很开心，甚至很期待要和他去金马伦玩。。但。。算了啦。。还是到时候在算了。。。

pc~klcc...

Though 11 somethin is not early but for me is still consider early..haha,mum complain tat her phone cant on seem like got prob..haiz,then sis ask me to settle her..then i went out n look at the phone..n mum just switch off the phone adi..n dunno how 2 on back..-.-"..Then,dad ask 2 go eat together so me n sis went to get ready n we got my cousin called asking us whether eat adi anot..!!dad called back n conclusion we're taking lunch 2gether wid uncle's family n grandma..after the lunch dad send me n sis to paramout lrt station..we're going to klcc for the pc fair..!!After we reach there due that amy is not reached so i accompany sis to romp n she got a pants from there..haha=D,then suddenly amy stand behind me n call me..kinda shocked thou..but still okay lah..at the same time sis got the bf called n she's leaving..go pak tuo wid the bf..so,me n amy went n meet up meiqi..then we go for the pc fair togeteher..damn man,so crowded..after walking for few times..gettin piss of with the crowd..n i know amy can feel mu dislike..but anyhow dint wanna complain..meiqi also accompany from hall 5 back to hall1..so is okay for me to accompany her back to the the banquet hall to get her speaker..!!Today,we get wat we wan from pc fair..hehe..After finish buyin stuff..we went secret recipe..know wat the service is damn suck..amy order a chocolate milk shake..but it doesn't come..end up amy cancel order n we left..!!enough for once..the scret recipe at klcc..super suck..haiz..After out from secret recipe..i got sis sms,she told me they're arriving to pick me up for dinner...the most funny thing i miss understand sis meanin which ask me out from dome then keep left walk out till the end..i thought was from inside dome walked out..so,till the end was the royal selangor there..haha=D,get sis 2 call me n ask me where am i..anyway,then we went old klang road there for dinner the dishes is quite nice..then the enviroment is very nice as well...had a great dinner...hehe=)...

~star village~

the enviroment+ my dish..hehe

pics at klcc..

me, meiqi n amy
me n amy at secret recipe..while waitin for our drinks to come..
my drink~iced blended cappuchino

me wid amy together wid twin tower.haha
smile.=)
amy say..we like dancin o..keke=P

经典

show time..loo loo kena rape by sammie..hahahah=D

PArt 1

Part2
Part3

GETTIN TO KISS>>>

~~~Guyz Part~~~

..Come on baby..Give me a love kiss..HEhe..

~~~ Galz Part~~~
<>

..the last day of sem 3..

..Here are the pics..every1 smile so happy..

chris just come in on time to take wid us..hehe
HUH>who dare to owe us money..wahahaha
the group pics..the perfect 1


here's the 2 pretty..haha=D

shuli stand 2 front liao..ar...

stupid chyuansheng spoil the pic..
dione look so funny..hahaha'peace'...

gals...
use to walk home wid him..durin sem 1

she's my another part..my 'twins'..

loo tryin to make herself taller

amy n loo.the zi yam yan......