so SWEET...

these days having a great time

althought is just a short period spending time

but i think is more than nothin

feeling so nice

was hoping that the time can stop at the moment

but i knew it cant

is just me thinking too much there

haiz,

time just flies without realizing

well,

durin xmas eve,

spending time wid dear

just thank god he came over to find me

love him so much

gave me a great time..

our 1st xmas..

n another 2 days which his off day

spending time with him

just so luckily,hehe=)

in a week get c meet up wid him so many time

so nice

wishing to be more in the up coming..month

b4 x'mas..

Wau..x'mas is just around the corner..which mean the year is ending soon..just been another week..so,must enjoy during the week yah..anyway,went shopping wid sis n the bf on thursday..had a great time..buying stuff that i wanted..hehe=)..just tiring but yet fun..!!today is 1 of the chinese festival..get to eat 'tong yun'..sharp in round like fishball..then there are few types of colour..dis time mum only make 3 colour which white,pink n yellow..but dun care so much..anyhow,will just put inside my mouth n eat it..keke,later night will be having family dinner together with 2nd uncle n the family..!!guess wat..just now got a call from alex..he use towork at dm..tat's y i get 2 know him..he like 2 bully me..especially ticker me when im doing something else then talking..he just funny..and abit childish..to describe him..haha,by the way..was so great talkking to him just now though just for while..get reminds me lots of thing..hmm,flashing back..things that happened..lots of fun n good memory..!!sometimes im thinking,if this had not happen o that had not happend in my life..how am i gona be..will it still gona be like now or similer or even totally different..but as i know..there's no IF..yes is yes and no is no..or human like to say dunno..the word IF can just can happen when is dreamin..hmmm,anyhow..no need 2 bother much what i say.basically just crapping around..hehe..now should plan how 2 spent my xmas day..dunno can spent time wid dear anot..o jimui..either 1 im happie adi..haiz..parents parents parents..sad!!

感觉

一路以来，人们都觉得。。
被爱是幸福的，甜蜜的和开心的。。
而，爱人是辛苦的，痛苦的和悲哀的。。
可是一旦被爱和爱人同一时间拥有。。人们
就不会有伤心，却只有快乐。。！！
但是，会有多少个人能同时拥有它们？？
拥有之后又可以维持多久？？
一年呢，五年呢，还是十年？？！！
由谁可以保证，这两样可以同时拥有又可以坚持下去。。
我想应该很少吧。。这大案中是需要自己去找才有意义。。
对吗？？

现在的我，同时间拥有了它们。。
可是却不晓得，何时会消失。。默默的离我而去。
我对他的感情。。是在不知不觉当中，产生了
渐渐的从感动变成了好感。。
之后化为喜欢。。
渐渐的累积。。而成了我对他的爱。。
在他的疼爱下，我感受到那份幸福。。
同样的但愿他会和我一样有这份感觉。

很开心可以让我认识他。。
进入他的世界，了解他。。
这种感觉很踏实。。很满足
希望一切可以维持下去。。不管发生什么事，
只要你在我身边，这就够了！！

Hugz and kisses..

tagged by man man...=p

A.)被點到名字的要在自己的博客裏寫下自己的答案，然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再补上一個你的問題，仍然組成20個問題，傳給其他8個人，列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字，還要到這8個人的博客裏留言通知對方----你被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。
(B.)這8個人要在自己的博客裏註明是從哪裏接到的，並且再傳給其他8個人，讓遊戲繼續下去，不得囘傳。被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福，並且所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現。

1.小时候的理想是什么？
不这么记得了。。

2.这辈子最快乐的是什么事？
暂时来说是让我认识了一班好朋友和我的hunny..

3.最喜欢的颜色？
蓝色。。让我觉得很温馨

4.如果有机会的话，你最想对你的他说些什么？
想和他过每一天。。

5.你最想去哪个地方？
我想去日本和香港

6.最受不了自己哪个缺点？
懒咯。。

7.如果有不开心的事情，你会怎么办?
找朋友诉苦。。

8.最害怕失去的东西？
我最爱的姐姐，我的一班朋友和我的亲爱的。。

9.五年内比较现实的目标是什么？
把书读完，找份工作。。

10.最爱的台湾娱乐节目是什么?
较少看台湾娱乐节目

11.最喜欢的歌手是谁？
莫非于周杰伦。。

12.你希望你的另一半具备的条件是？
已经不需要了。。

13.至今最令你后悔的事是什么？
应该没有吧。。不晓得

14.你最讨厌怎样的人？
搬弄是非，假情假意。。

15.觉得自己会几岁结婚、生孩子？
还没想过这个问题，孙其自然吧

16.对自己的要求?
但愿自己可以加倍努力读书。。不要懒惰

17.你认为遇到什么样的事情才会令你觉得人性很黑暗？
当你身边的人突然消失，或在我余姚他们的时候他们却不在。。

18.你此刻的心情？
在担心我的dear..

19.圣诞节快到了，想跟谁庆祝？
想和我的darlin过。。

20.觉得人生最重要的事情是什么？
暂时对我来说，可以养活自己。。过些自由自在的生活。。

presentation day..

Erm..2day have management presentation, due last night was too sleepy till dint get 2 download the slide and went to sleep liao..therefore dis morning on the comp and get the slide from my mail..then went through the slide and slightly know wats it is about..!!reached coll on time..luckily my group was not the 1st group..if not,surely die..hehe,during presentation had alittle nervous..but after tat..get 2 cool down myself adi..phew,finally 15 minutes presentation had over..bout this presentation..basically just present out bout our product~perodua..after presentation..all of us went out and took lots of pictures..just cant stop camhoring..hahaha=D,a bit crazy..adi..the moment we holding the camera..!!i think after I enter uni..started to camhore a lot..especially knowing amy they adi..mayb is a good thing..i get 2 keep lots of memory wid them..n my life in uni..goods and bad memory..i had..=)..

A nice sunday..=)

Today as usual need to go for work..but I promise going breakfirst with hunny so the night I set my alarm around 9:15 and when alarm rang early in the morning,it coz me lazy to wake up..then I text hunny..i was thinking if he did not reply me I will text him n cancel the breakfirst..but yet he replied and say was on his way adi..therefore,I woke up and went to settle myself wid a nice shower..later on, he came over my hse to picked me up..then,we went old town white coffee that nearby my hse for breakfirst..!!althought is judt a simple breakfirst..but just feel so great early in the morning..hehe=),during working time..have nothing much 2 do..the mall is just so quiet..mayb mostly had been to pc fair to get wat they wants and needs..so,I just been chatting wid Kelly n joe..joe is such a nice person..by chatting wid him can learn lots of thing from him..human life knowledge..keke..anyhow..he’s still a nice a good guy..to me..!!after work, went dinner wid darling at tgi..then uncle ng n amy came over n joined us..to me,Im ok wid it..thought half way interrupt but still had a great dinner..as I said,as long being wid dear anything will do..dun really mind bout other things..=D

thIngs thAt hapPEned..

That day Tuesday was public hilday due to sultan birthday,and my class had replace on the Saturday..therefore I had on class on Tuesday..that day, woke up around 12 somethin then got msg from sis ask whether wana go for shopping..i suppose to do the web page but since I had no mood so just went 1u for shopping..actually she though of going kl but she knew it will be jam so..change place..!!after dad pick sis up from her work then back home n then we went 1u..reach there roughly bout 2 something..the 1st thing we did was lokking for food..due that sis did not eat anything and she was hungry..then take some light food and walked to jusco..while she was waitin her turn to pay..that stupid cashier was dam slow..still sis cannot stand her and she almost wanted to screw that woman liao..but luckily she did not..haha=),then..she was too piss off and she wanted to drink white coffee..so we went to old town white coffee..this shop is really small compare to others outlet..especially the outlet at two 3 square..which nearby my hse..this outlet is really big n confortable..for every1..not like 1u..that 1 so crowded..those aunties that sit next table were pretty sad..dint get to sit confortablely..then me n sis said since we finished then let the aunties get more confortable..and we continue our shopping..hehe..!!get a cloth from radioactive..then went some in few shops..but yet dint get the things that sis wan..then, we stop at padini concept store..and sis bought some clothes and a hills there..she quite sactisfy with what she had bought..After everything..sis text dad and aske him to come n pick us..!!reach home around 6 to 7..and I did not touch any of the web page..n sociology..anyway,dint bother to care so much,as long as I joined..keke=Ptomolo sis going to china adi..she going with the boss..i will be alone stay in the room..just remind me durin sis uni time..that 3 years..it shows that time really flies..and im in coll and sis started workin adi..between dis years..there have been lot of changes..n things happened..like me n sis wid mum,Im wid sam,friendship between coll frens,cc they all..high school frens..even now things seem back to normal,but dint know when will it happen again..!!somehow,we must alwiz pass through all dis in order to grow up n get mature..rite?!by the way,these days been busy with assignment,1 by 1 is comin to us..firstly is management then marketing, and today had just hand up web page..next mon have management presentation,tues need to hand up business and lastly is sociology will be 2 weeks later from now..haiz..this is what a student need to face when come to studies..assignment,presentation and examination..without all this cant get to upgrade our education..so sux man..!!and the most stupid things is when need a group for assignment and force to accept those ppl that dun do work will get us insane..n piss off..just like that idiot~black,just so unfair without doing anything o did all rubbish for us and yet have marks for her..so wana kill her if I can..o get some1 to rape her..argghhh..she just sux..!!!!!!!!!!!!! im sure there wont be next for her to join our group..

anOther anni+day..Of me N dear

Oh..today is 2nd anniversary me n sam..happie anni dear,hehe=D..let see what had happen today..well,class ended around 2 somethin..and due dear got off day..he came over n pick me from coll n we went to mid valley n meet up wid his mum n his 2 brothers..!!After we had arrived, went went for lunch then both of us went fos..sam wana get some clothes..but yet, he dun wana choose n got no idea what kind of shirt to get..therefore, I be the 1 to help him out..i got him few colour of shirt n went for tried, the size is just slightly tighter later on, tried pants n lastly, he choicen 2 shirt n 2 pants..both pair of clothes is just so nice..especially when he wore it…hehe=),my love u’re just so great..!!n know what..2day is my 1st time going shooping wid a guy n try clothes..somehow he’s my bf..is doesn’t matter..will just give my 1st to him..haha=D..between,his mum is nice..n his 2 brothers quite funny lah..cant stop arguing but still can be so good..not bad..!!basically..all of them are very nice..is just not so close yet..as sam’s mum thinks im quiet..but actually im not..is just she still dunno me yet..keke,but sooner or longer she will know..sound so evil uh..between nice to meet them..

dear dear n me
hunny is so cute..love u

aNoTher pc fAIr arrive..

Today is the 1st day of pc fair..think of pc fair, will just remind me the 1st pc for this year..that’s the time me n sam get to know each other better..the day before pc fair, he was at loon’s hse..he called,that time I was wondering why suddenly called me..hehe,now me n him had been together..and next Monday will be our 2nd months anniversary..time just passes so fast..i was thinking if the time I say yes to him..i think now had become al ong relationship..but anyway,I n him now is still going great..by now, im not regretting being wid him..having him by my side!!spending time wid him..i wont feel any stress..just enjoyin the feeling..hehe=),everythin that he had done for me..i really appreciate..alot n alwiz be in my heart..miss u alwiz,hugz

PreSs conFereNce on the 23/11 n 30/11

Press conference as a media had over..ms samantha said besides we dint actually drop wa the host given other then that were all right..bout as a host, she said that our answer is quite boring and due to my phone problem..the timing had not reach till the time that needed..then about this i was preety sad about it..althought all of them told me is not my fault but somehow, is also coz of me..luckily had not much different coneccted to our marks if not..im the causes..!!All of them are just so nice n great..being wid them is just my pleasure..=),After both press conference ended…all of us camhoring..in the class…

Ere are pictures..(will be others pics soon)


the host n media groups..

angER...

From knowing dear till get 2gether wid him till now..i guess this is the very 1st time he angry at me..i dint expect he really get 2 piss on me..not looking for him even im there..i knew he will not feel nice but not till like tat..!!After all i know wat can actually make him angry..n at the same time can 100% confirm tat i really mean alot to him...whatever i did n said to him..!!In a way, im so mean..as a gf seem not threating the bf good..n make him angry..DEAR DEAR, I KNOW U DUN WAN ME 2 SAY SORRY..BUT I WOULD STILL WANA APPOLOGIZE TO U AGAIN...THIS WILL NOT HAPEN AGAIN K..DUN WANA SEE U WITH ANGRY FACE LIAO,DUN ANGRY YAH..LOVE U..K..will alwiz be ur side..n will be in my heart..alwiz,hugz n kisses

haha..

Finally the progress report is done..looking at those code really make all of us headache..especially soh..she did the most and put in a lot affort into it..luckyily we still have another final report to help out if this time dint get 2 do well..finish this report..still have others up comin assignment to do..just no ending..!!Just when the times to hand up all assignment which the time need to prepare for final exam...this what a uni o college student need to do for every sem till guaduate..my life for now is just like tat..but I have a gang of jimui n dear wid me..i think is so great..!!nothin is better than havin them part of my life..n also have great sis..now is just hopin tat mum can remain like now..as long as she dun over..we can stand her for wat she is..now..hehe=)then everythin will be fine n nice.=D

aPPrecIate..

Know wat..im really hapie to have them in uni..pass time with them..have fun talking craps..’fighting’,kidding around n so on.. really light up my life..there’s a lot of thing I did not do..last time,mayb coz of home..n now is much different..so,will actually get2 do things I wan..!!then,now besides the gang..i have dear dear with me too..he’s just so nice n lovely..throught out these month,really show everythin that everythin he did for me..i guess by now I get the right 1..havin him wid me..!!everythin just feelin so good n sweet..!!will appreciate a lot lot from them n him..love all of them so much..muakz

..累累累..

我真得要疯掉了..现在,我已经变得无话可说了，他爱怎么想就怎么想,怎么做就怎么做..!!我以为一路以来，我和姐已变得不知如何跟他交谈，变得越来越陌生..而他的思想和脾气也好像变得越来越古板和古怪..不晓得该怎么和他沟通..由于这样我们的关系变得越来越疆..到现在，已经不知道是第几次的冷战了..我真得很辛苦啊！！这一次的他更加夸张地说什么等报纸，一些难听到不能再难听的，感觉就像在讽刺似的..我已经很累了，也没说好说，既然他要这样就随她好了..

1 month..

time just passes so fast...

being wid u just a month..but

just seem had been a long time..!!

sometimes..

im just wondering..

how many months will pass..

i dunno..and dun wana know..

will just enjoy it now..

spending time wif u..

between a month...

love gains..

..little by little..

everythin proven..

now

will wana tell u..

alwiz be there for u

support u

lastly

happie anni

n

love u..

hugz n kisses

..Aiyo..

Hehe,me n sis back to normal adi..feel so much better,luckily she wont angry long..like mum..if not..dunno how 2 pass my time adi..gues now me n sis nothing adi..but she n the bf got prob liao..last night was chatting wid the bf in msn..talking tat he felf tired being like tat..dunno wat sis wan..n thinking..actually,the thing tat sis wan..really really easy..she just expect something special but easy to get..mayb mostly will think she’s weird but..honestly,she is weird but..this the way she expect from her love 1..i think it should be ok though..nothing wrong..n bout emotion I think emotion cant control most of the time n aspecially when the time u waiting for the love 1 to text u but yet still cant get it..how will u feel then..piss of right??!!is just the same..gals need feelings,something tat cant been seen,catch o touch ut just 1 thing feel it..!!this the different between gals n guys..!!to guys..dun alwiz think tat gals’ thinking is hard to catch..actually is very easy..just need 2 be more attentive everything she say n do.then will get wat she wants..n dun ever ‘play’ mind game..will just make u feeling a hard time..n guessing each other thinking..dun u think is abit stupid..anything can just say out voice out whatever u wana know..from her..n whatever u wan her to know from u..i really dunno wat to say..but really hope that ur think properly..last for so long,now only say tired being like tat..izit worth..,anyway..all the best k..hugz

havin a hard time

Dunno wat wrong wid me early in the morning..feeling a little haeadache..wanted 2 take panadol after takin breakfirst but mum was there havin her breakfirst then..i thought of wait for while..but today dad back to work adi..so,need go uni myself..sort of ask them for panadol when I reached..somehow,none of them have it..pathetic uh..after that,feel a little better adi..n dint bother bout it liao..!!But it did not last long,the headache back again..wat the hell..just hate havin headache..!!After class,meet up with sam n when for a drink,at 1^st thought of tell sam im havin headache but since he also not really feel well so just forget bout it..dint really expect tat amy will say out though but since she say adi then nvm o..later on,loon called him back therefore..me n amy when dm too..n I helped sim ee to get her printer ink..n sam pass me panadol..can see he’s so worry bout me..feel so sorry..make him worried..anyway,will try my best to take k myself well..wont wana let ur who care for me to worry bout me..n hopefully no next time..the feeling really sucks when havin headache..goshhhhhhh,worst than night mare…

back to work at dm..

Back to work at dm as part time..will only work on Sunday unless yvvone needs help on Saturday..knowing work there will be bored but think will get to pass my time better than staying at home doing nothing besides online online n online..just dun wan to pass my time like tat,anyway..working time as usual start at 11,when there a little early wait for amy..she’s also working there but is under loon they all..!!2day,sam seem abnormal..so quiet..ask him wana eat he said some1 piss him pf early in the morning..n think so will be tat 2 fellar..hopefully,they will get better later on..guess so..2day the 1^st time both of us been so cool..2 each other..we dint talk much though..see him like tat just worry bout him..n cant do anything..but just wan him 2 take k..o..!!after work..waited for them to finish work n went to eat..1^st time joining them for dinner..n back home late for the 1^st time not coz of capfire n all..luckily mum was ok wid it..but sis was so piss..bout me..sorry jie..dun mean to make u waited for me so long n cant get 2 sleep..next time will choose a better day..ya,hehe..tomolo need 2 attend class again..have a boring lecture class..stupid sociology lecturer dunno how 2 teach..then go back n teach ur history loh…ishh..

fUn tIme

Wau,yesterday went mid valley with my uni frens..i had a great time with them..the purpose we wanted to go there due to our assignment for mass communication..we need to do research for the topic that we are going to do which secret recipe..sound yummy rite..hehe,i think so too..!!Supposingly..6 of us going together,but sim ee cant cause her mum only allow her out either yerterday or today..and she choose today,therefore she dint join us and only left 5 of us..(the usual 1)..anyway,after our class end..we walked to bus stop and wait for bus. To come..but guess what,we been waited for bout 45 minutes..that stupid bus only arrived..between the time tiff,shuli,jeancui n me..were like nothing better to do..was just fooling around talking craps..what a sad case uh..then,when we reach there,,we went to gsc and check out for the time for movies..me and shuli wanted to watch 30 days of night few days ago..so,we dint plan to watch other than that..and tiff and jeancui was like anything will do..no comment,me and shuli got speechless liao..!!At last,we bought the 30 days of the night tickets..after that,3 of them went pet wonderland and me n amy were chattin while waiting for them..we did took some pics though…haha=)Due we drag too long walking around..we’re late for movie..miss the starting part..but anyhow,this movie is slightly same as resident evil..but the different is this bout the vampire ut resident evil is not..After the movie..is time for desserts,we went secret recipe for dessert meanwhile doing our research too..very yummy uh..keke=p,the cakes was so tempting,.i so wanted to have all of them..but cant..aihz,what a waste..but never mind o..at least get to try 3 others type of cheese cake and 1 new cake..!!Over there,we took lots of pics..later on we left the place and back home..in the bus saw yoyo with her bf and her fren..she n the bf seem more like bro n sis than a couple..is just something there missing but dunno how 2 say it out..by the way,just forget bout it o..not tat important though..just speard a little comment..guess that’s all I had yesterday..and today basically nothing happen..had class replacenment for Deepawali and after that just went home..and do my stuff..that’s all..my day..=D

5 of us..
me,tiff n amy..
shuli.jeancui n me..
me n tiff
all taste so nice..
so yummy...
amy then follow by tiff n me..

amy n i..
we're bored while waitin for them..

..lAtest Pics wid my jI muI...

me n man
..man, cc n me..
haha..alwiz the crazy wan..
pohz, me n man

working

These 2 days been working at TMC,bangsar as anlene promoter..this job is under Amstrong,1 of the advertising and marketing company..working as a promoter at TMC is such a great time..all of them there..are very nice and friendly.. through out this I get to gain experience..facing different types of people..i guess I’m lucky enough..i dint get any fussy customer..all customer were very nice..though some of them did not buy the product..!!Over there I knew the others promoter..all of them are friendly..guess wat im the youngest among them..and I get 2 of their number..1 is Joanne and other 1 which suet ling..she’s oso from utar but at sg long campus..hehe=)..it may a little tired working but I think is worth..then,there’s a gal came over n get my number n name..she told me that she was from a sampling company..maybe in the future week might call me for help..think so will have more chance in it..not really bad though..compare to the previous job..!!Anyhow,any where I work I still get to learn n gain knowledge..and also in different types of experience..nothing much bout it..basically,is just enjoying the process..hehe

BORING!!

Recently life seem boring..not much thing happen..in a way,is good somehow it like something missing out there..conclusion my life just boring.During weekdays wake up early and attend classes then,after class will just find things to do..like meeting up frenz,bf..till evening only wiling to go home..and after reach home will just stay inside my room sitting in front the laptop and online..checking out mail,friendster and other website..i even watch drama through the website to pass my time..!!Is there anything can bright up my life..just feel bored having this kind of life..but anyhow,I know I cant have any changes when I’m still staying in this house..staying together with parents..what a sad uh..anway,I’m so gald that I have a gang of crazy frenz,though they’re alwiz abnormal but just b’coz of that..i can at least have some fun..then,together with my jimui..and my boy boy..i have him to be with me..get to think of him..and knowing he’s also thinking of me..there’s so sweet..and lovely,hehe=),lastly..my dearest sis..at home have her to chat with me..cover my time..besides doing my work..and most important thing which she really help me a lot a lot..if can,I pray that next century I still get to have her as my sis forever..!!

isHHHH

What the hell, I’m so freaking piss..who u think u r..u dun have the right to do this, is so unfair, u cant blame us do that to u..u should ask urself and think..u wan us to accept u, u should prove to us but it seems like u dint wan to prove it and yet pretend u dunno anything and dun wana bother..since like tat, u ever think we’re bad to u..u make this thing happened..if not b’coz of her, I bet ur name wont ever appear..dun make me scold u..!! Anyway, past few days dint really talk to mum till these days only getting better with her..i thought that last time I dun like to go home b’coz I got problem with her, but not I realize even I dun have problem with I still wont think of going back home early..maybe I start to feel the stress as sis having..it sound kind the bad but honestly I dun hope to happen like that but just everything when I wanted to back home, I’ll start thinking when I see her face, her reaction and all, my mood of going back home disappeared..!! Aihz, this is so sad..i so hope that my mum is always the understanding person, open minded an so on..yet, my mum is totally different from all..she doesn't have all those symptom..anyhow,this the fact I need to face till when she really get to let go our hand..=)

feeling much better..

After 3 days of public holidays..today get back to uni adi..and dis week is 2^nd week..therefore tutorial class started..today class starts at 8:30 am with tutorial for writing for business..the tutor is miss sharmini..last sem English tutor..she’s good actually but sometimes just also a little emo though..hehe,then,..while having practical class for web page design..outside started raining heavily..was praying that will stop by 4 but it did not..and getting heavy and heavy..swtt=.=!!when our class ended tiffany they all ask us to wait for while,so..amy,steve and me waited for while but the rain did not stop so,we just walk to sec 14..then,wanted to eat and just meet up with sam but amy went home..so,were just 3 of us..!!sad to say,is only steve that eating..but is use to it for me..haha=)after that,company sam buy things then I walk to the old town white coffee which near by my hse..meet up with Vicki,henry and chen lam..later on,jia yuan came and join us..is seem like been really long dint really chat with them..and we’re all the all crapping..and guess wat,the funny thing is.. jia yuan say 1 of the person called him…then,we were talking bout the true fitness..suddenly,the person from true fitness call henry..all of us was laughing..then,they called me..and talk to me about it..and before we pay the bill,Vicki get their call too..we were non stop laughing..and was saying..y chen lam still haven get their call..then,chen lam ask if the person call wat to say..we were like talking all crap till cannot stop laughing..=D,really feel much better adi..!!when the time to go back situation change...aihz,sux man..anyway,I had a great time wid them..enjoying..guess will meet up with them again another time..hugz n miss u guyz alwiz..

the DAY arrive

The day I dun wan it to come finally arrive,last sem final result is out..and my result is really bad..actually knew it that will become like this but yet still feel a little sad..though,I know last sem I dint really work hard on it..that’s y my result sucks..!!Threfore, this sem I keep on telling myself must and need to work harder and harder…to get back the point..i cant waste mum and dad money..they work so hard for me..just wan me to get atleast a degree..and sis knew my result..and I know I disappoint her.. sis,so sorry..i try my best to get better..ya..besides that,I dun wan b’coz of result need 2 break up wid sam..last 2 year, when I wid jon sis say the same thing..and now,she repeat the same thing..knowing everything is not b’coz of the other side..is my own prob..somehow still spoil everything due to me..!!izit b’coz that I really dunno how 2 control and manage myself..the time..handle things properly..i think really cant have many outing adi..need to concentrate more..and get myself not to get stress..=),think so I can do it..gambatte o..

imPorTanT daY

I will remember this date 10 of October 2007,the day I together with sam..a wonderful day with him..hehe..dunno how to describe my feeling..everything is just so great..=),I really hope that can spent more time with him..and i know he think so too..but somehow,the time we spent together is limited..!!although the time we meet up is short but yet we alwiz appreciate it..hehe..guess so everything will goes well..hugz

Beginin of My 2nd Sem

I finally starts uni with 2^nd semester, due to this week is the 1^st week of class therefore,there are no tutorial and only lecture and practical..yesterday class was boring,during the 1^st class which management studies is still okay but then for the following class which introduction to sociology is worst..i ever enter such boring class..and basically no1 actually listening to him besides those who sitting in front..i guess..and he’s malay so his English pronunciation is kind of sux but this is also not the worst coz I know that there are malays that can speak well English..know what,he use to teach history..is really shocked..wat the hell,how come he came here to teach sociology class..izit some mistake there..uhuh,I know there are not mistake at all..i think this subject I cant depends much on the lecturer adi..i think will just see how’s the tutor..and if also same as the lecturer..will just depends on myself..do own studies..!!this sem really need to study well eventhough I’m not listening in class..haha=p,for today lecture..i had web page design class..the lecturer was the 1 that use to relief Wilson for the 1^st class last sem..she might be straight but think so will be just fine then.. is just that she dun like people to be late for her class must be punctual..and others is just some normal..expectation..!!anyway,I think is subject will be fun..and will definitely enjoy it..haha=)

..FOR U..

After so long,I really wana say thank you to u..i appreciate so much..dear,u’re always understand me as well as my family condition..and everytime when u tell me u understand all dis thing..i’m so glad..basically,besides amy,sim ee,soh,steve,manman..u’re da 1 that understand me too..really happie..but yet I oso feel sorry…eventhough u dun wan me 2 say sorry n tq..but besides sorry n tq..i dunno wat can I say…and well, guess dis is oso a thing that im scare being wid u….!!Being wid me..is not easy,there will be alots of problem..like dis…honestly,i dun like all dis to be happen…..when things happen,stress will come n mentally get tired…I dun wan u to face tat too..u can actually avoid by getting all tat..but u alwiz tell me..v can face it together.. and settle it…I know....but is not tat easy..just as I say when lies started..dis’s wat v need 2 face…n will alwiz keep as secret..is not worth k..not at all..there might be some1 better waitin for u..!!!yet u will alwiz wan me 2 tell u do I really wan u do find another 1..no,i don't..but need too..we will just havin da same situation like sis n da bf..some how u’re still insist loving me so much n getting more n me. also b’coz of ur understanding,ur trust,ur support..startin to fall on u..care for u n due to small stuff will actually angry at u...then,when i think back..i realize is a little stupid though..hehe,anyway..now,i would like to say sorry..for making disappointed alwiz,thank you for all the things u did 4 me..n lastly,love u..for touchin my heart..hugz n kisses...

last weekend for holiday

This is the last weekend I can enjoy..although even class has start I still dun really bother but I guess this sem must really work harder..dun wana drag my foundation..these 2 days nothing much happen..yesterday woke up in the afternoon..lying on the bed for while before I really went to brush up..then,had my lunch and after then been sitting in front the computer whole day..erm,bout 6 something get call from uncle and went for dinner..then went giant to get some stuff..after that drop me back home,basically besides out for dinner..im facing the computer..that’s all I did..at nite was on the phone with sam..for bout 2 hours plus..we been chatting bout daily,his working stuff..then,we did mention bout the ring..as I knew that the ring have few meaning..firstly,as I did mention before~his love to me be forever n ever,when we look at the ring mean we looking at each other,always be there..secondly, dunno am I thinking the right thing as he thinking too..hopefully it is..and thirdly,he wan me to keep it forever..i bet if there’s nothing happen or any changes..guess so will keep it forever..hehe=),think so wont be any problem between it..!!everything that he told me..is so touch..sometimes I’ll ask isit a true life or a dream..give me a chance to met a guy that love me so much..but dint bother to find the answer..and dun wana know too..things have come..guess just let it go on with it..rite?!perhaps know 1 will know the future..and predict it…therefore,will just see how..!!today round 11:30,I was still sleeping and sis get uncle call and ask to go for lunch..then,due I wana go so have to wake up go for brush up and shower..after that just wait for uncle to pick us up..later on,we went raju for lunch then went see monkey cause my cousin sis ask for it..well,uncle wanted to buy some durian but due to durian season had over,so cant get anyone sell durian..after that,he drop us back home and sis need to go out adi..and assual I’m sitting in front the computer again..hehe,anyway,finally my 2 weeks holiday is over..my 2^nd sem is starting tomorrow..all subjects are new..and those lecturer too..dunno is there any same lecturer..by the way,shouldn't bother so much..will just throw everything a way..and have my life with my brand new sem..(^-^),oh..bout ester wedding I’m still wondering how am I suppose to tell them bout it..aiyo..just too much..although I know all of them but somehow still a little weird,I’m not worry bout sitting with them but just dunno how to describe it..mayb I’m just thinking too much causing all this..aihz..will just think of a way..to settle..and lastly,happy uni for tomorrow..=p

memorable day

Hei hei..i guess yesterday was da only day I woke up early..through out dis 2 weeks hol..i think if im not goin out..i’ll just sleep till anytime I wan..to..hehe,yesterday woke up around 11:30..n had my shower n lunch then get ready to go 1u..coz meetin sam there.on da way there,I .was wondering how would it b today..anyhow,after I reach there..n get mix up a lil n yet finally get 2 meet him at tgv..then,v went to new wing gcs for a movie..After da movie,v’re walkin around while searchin for present..i still owe amy n tiffany b’day present..feel so sorry..but I know they’re ok with it..coz they’re all my darling n honey..hehe,i get amy a pair of earring n get a bracelet for tiffany..hopefully to his mum not cookin..therefore,v went for a Japanese restaurant..!!at nite,when I look at da ring..will remind me of him..tat he’s wid me..i will wear it wid me as I can..love it a lot…muakz they like it…=),later on..sam’re lookin for ring..i knew he wana have a ring for us..yet v found it wid a words there forever love..lookin at da words..which hope tat v last actually b forever..n still love each other..i dunno will it b, but at da moment..i feel really nice,warm n sweet..n then,sam decided 2 take his dinner there be4 v left due to his mum not cookin n he’s lazy 2 out again for dinner..therefore,wan him to take his dinner..v went for a Japanese restaurant..n the food should b nice..cz im not da 1 eatin..keke..!!i enjoy being wid him..although is jazz normal outin..but is just nice..n everytime I look at da ring will remind me tat he’s wid me..n b there for me..i’ll wear it as I can..i like da ring a lot..muakz

rEcEntly

Recently,sis being more emo n will normally c her face ‘black in colour’..cant really c her smile on her face adi..i know all oso b’coz of dis home..cant get out of dis house tat she wish to..cant get 2 meet her bf tat use 2 meet up every week..i know everythin make her stress..n wana run away..everytime when I talk 2 her,Im scare tat might say something wrong..worry tat will make her angry..aihz..yesterday,I finally c her laughing..anyway,just wish tat she can get her way 2 cool down her emotion..n live happie..without bothering anythin!!between..supposingly goin out wid man n yvvone 2day..but yet due 2 yvvone still got lots of work haven finish n man got some problem..therefore,cancel adi...today,is another boring day for me..stayin at home..dunno wat to do..besides sittin in front da comp..online,search web 4 drama..write blog,.really got no idea wat can I do..hopefully 2molo get 2 go out loh..time pass so fast..2 weeks hol gona end..n back 2 coll liao,.mayb there’s also a good thing..after class can lepak 4 awhile,find fren for a drink..can choose not 2 back home early..my life wounld b tat bored..as now..but now im quite worry bout my result..dunno how izit gona b like..pray hard would b tat bad though..abit scary ar..anyway,will just enjoy da following days b4 da day come..n amy back 2 sandakan 2day..she wish for so long n now finally she get 2 go back,im sure she will b very happie..as she miss home so mch…hehe..just now chat wid sis..v talk bout past..although it kind of sad but now think back..still think tat’s sweet..n funny though..by da way..will still wish them happie alwiz..take k..

又新的一个月

不知不觉现在已是十月了..时间过得真快，姐和妈咪这样到该以维持一个月了..而我和sam这样也快半年了..我以为我和他的关系可以一直这样的，只要我们彼此知道对方怎么想就可以了…但昨天amy问我，我和他的关系怎样了。。那时候，我真的不知道要怎么回答她..虽然彼此知道对方，但对很多人来说我们仍然只是朋友关系..没有其它。我在想，难道表明身份真的那么重要吗？？说是在的我不知道，对我而言这样就够了，我已经很开心..而对他，坦白说我知道他很想真真的在别人面前很开心，很幸福的说我是他的女友…可是却总是让他感到无可奈何..但仍然让着我。每当我们谈着谈着，在很多事情他总是让着我，就算我们争论一阵子，到最后他还是对我投降..感觉上真的很幸福，有那么一个人；那么的疼爱我，其实他的要求很简单只是希望能和我在一起…它就很满足了！！aihz,可是我搞不懂我自己..到底想怎样？？那么就以来，他真的感动了我，也让我慢慢的喜欢上他..感情在不知不觉中产生..这有多么的甜蜜和幸福,hehe=)..如果可以的话，很想保存这份甜蜜和幸福..因为不晓得何时障碍会在我们面前出现..之后会变得不堪设想..就算以前和现在仍然没有任何改变，家里还是一样原动不变的，但我想至少在我身边的人已不一样了，而他让我知道他不会像以前jon那样.也许我们俩就因为经不起考验和那份体谅..而分手吧！！在怎样jon 让我明白了，真真喜欢你的人不会他见不到你而让他感到不耐烦来当借口.无论如何，还是要谢谢他..因为这样让我成长了。。

piss but yet forgive,due to...her

Every time when I look at sis..i feel sad n pitty for her..had a bf but cant be a prove..intro as a fren cant be accept..aihz,then da most stupid thing is when her bf meke her angry n yet she’s da 1 tat get back to him..wth..how can it b like that..tat’s ur gf..cant u make her happie..jz like yesterday..is just all of sudden I feel curious n ask sis such ques.then,she cant answer me..so I asked da bf..excuse me lah..just a normal ques only..no need take it so serious wan rite..n dun alwiz think that ppl who younger than u..will have childish thinking..just wana tell u NO,not everyone da same..for u will think that askin such ques must b someone who is mature n if a 18 yrs old gal ask..u cant believe it izit..??sometimes I really dun like u..n also make me hate u..so wana ask u go hell..but when I ask u go hell..at da same time I need 2 think bout my sis..she love u so much..i cant do anything that hurts her..every time oso try 2 cool down myself..therefor, tat’s y I seldom wana talk 2 u..coz every time when start chattin wid..sure gt something piss me off..just dun wana got such thing happen..so,will try not 2 get involve in ur convercation..when da time I out wid ur..!!i guess im doin da rite thing though..hehe..knowing sis care for u..so much will not make her life hard..perhaps,hope u really appreciate her..i really dun hope 2 see sis throwin all da letter on ur face..tat she keep so long..if da day..i oso cant imagine wat will happen to u...just b smart n use ur brain more often..n im sure after knowing sis so long..u know wat she wan..n things that she wan..is very easy..therefore,if u really dun whole it tight..bad 2 say but 1 day u will loose her..n as u know there r lots of guys come after her..so,gambatte loh..tat’s all…

frenz..

Today,chiaching really piss me off..what wrong wid her..not like the way I reply her message impolite..is sound like meetin us is been force..if really like that..no point meetin up already..oh gosh..!!!honestly,i really don't know what’s friends for??im so confuse..i always think that friends is always the one that help us a lot..but yet seem like sometimes friends were also the one that hurt us a lot..!!just like in form 5..the gang..sometimes I will think..why should I care so much for them..since they dun even remember me n care for me..but I know thing cant control sometimes..i told myself shouldn't care so much adi..but yet is seem like everything out of control..aihz..why like that wan..really dun like it..every time I view their blog..i knew they’re all enjoying their life so much..but also remind me that what they had say last time..and now they’re doing the same thing..anyhow,i should feel happie for them though..erm,there’s a lot of things had chnage..and couldn't turn back anymore..therefore,I think I should let it go..n dun hold it so tight..not only for the gang but also some of them..then,I might get myself better..rite..!!somehow past is past..should look at the future more..and that’s nore important..now,my life is so wonderful..I have my bestie~ale,my jimui~man,pohz n cc(althought Im still feel piss bout her)..then,jiayuan..my dearest~amy,my lpz~simee,and my honey~soh n chinyee..last but not least…my beloved sis..n my dear~sam..all of them always be there for me..when I need them..and at the same time I’ll also try my very best to be there for them whenever they need me..i think I enjoy my life too..havin them in my life..i think I don't have any regret in it..love them a lot a lot..muakz

erhmm...

Every time when I know im in a stress mode I will make a way to release stress..sometimes I will remain quite till I get to cool down myself,sometimes I will talk 2 sis..tell her everything..n after knowing sam..besiedes finding sis,I will also look for him..i think its started it when I start my 1st arts assignment,tat time I was really stress up..till almost get crazy..n was so piss..but after talking 2 him..i feel much better..therefore,almost everytime when im stress..happie,upsad..I will look for him to chat...n at the same time I also hope tat when he facin the same thing or have any problem he will come n find me..share wid me....but till yesterday,eventhough he told me he’s stress..lots of things 2 think bout..yet I realize I couldn’t help him..to release his stress…dint get 2 help him settle his problem..!!i know he actually dun wan me 2 worry so much but I dunno how 2 describe da feeling..is like..i only can use a word 2 describe which aihz..anyway,hopefully his frez get 2 help him..so he can feel better..n happie alwiz..=),guess wat..just now zhen wei told me tat he need 2 do operation..if possible will b on Monday…although know him not very long..but v do keep in touch alwiz..so,really wish tat everythin will b ok..loh..will pray hard for him..take k..

1st day of my hol...

Wau..finally final is over..get 2 have 2 weeks holidays..can use da time 2 rest n all..can stop studying for while..yesterday went sg wang for ‘cheong’ k..but due 2 dint told dad n mum..therefore I went there by myself..but I told them I meetin them at mv therefore dad drop me at mv n I take putra to lrt n from there take to kl centre then take monorial to imbi n walk 2 sg wang…i guess dis is da 1^st time I take public transport alone..without frez…sis..hehe,feel so proud of myself..i was scared tat I might get lost though..yet I get my way..althought im late for an hour..i reached there is adi 3pm..All of them were ok n understand me..im so happie..!!then,after tat,me n amy walked together n tiffany,shuli,jencui n tiffany’s fren..they walked together..due to v stay at different places..after walkin around,me n amy took lrt back..in da lrt,I was thinking should I drop by 14 o ask dad 2 pick me..from asia jaya..thinkin n thinkin,then I decided 2 drop by at 14..coz wanted 2 c sam..so,ask him out for while..!!between I msg sis..n after all..she oso drop by at 14 n sis get 2 meet sam..for da very 1^st time..im so glad..hehe..i think is still have a good impression though..anyway,jz thanks a lot sis..lov u lots..hugz..

oUr stOry..

Da time I worked at dm,is was beginin of feb..dint ever think so much..jz think tat need to learn all the things tat I need 2 know while get to earn money..around end of march n beginin of april,I start 2 take care another side of kiosk..n dis kiosk near da shop tat u workin..n due 2 dis..i know u n as long as ah loon.after knowing ur..ur’re such a nice person..da 1^st time I get ur number is b’coz help ur to buy food but u dunno wat 2 eat therefore get my number easy 2 contact..n tat time ppl around were talking bout u n Elaine..n dis get me start msg u..to cure my curiousity..haha=)…!!da 1^st u called which on da 12^th of april~da day before pc fair..n then v start smsing..later on u start telling me u like me..i was like unbelievable..how can it b..so,I dint really consider it..n take it as joking..but u dint stop telling me n yet u say u start lovin me..n da thing tat most surprised me which u told me face 2 face n I was abit nervous at da time n is like duno when onwards I start liking u adi..i really dint expect tat will actually happen..hehe,then after knowing u longer..understand u more adi..then,v will chat on da phone for long time n later on I realize talking 2 u on da phone is like part of it..listen 2 ur voice,things tat u tell me ..i seem use 2 it..then once without talkin it will feel a little weird on da day..on tat time I know myself fallin on u..more..last nite,i told u alot alot of things..i even told u about how i feel..wat am i thinkin..wat opinion i get from others..after telling u so many things..i feel nice n confortable..i guess,by now u knows how i feel n everythin..will b much better..??!!now,I even start telling u I lov u..dis morning u told me tat u adi take me as ur gf but yet just feelin something missin though...i feel so sweet after u tell me tat..erm,i think any how u still need me to tell u tat my answer..izit a yes o a no..its still important 4 u no matter how...mayb I should tell u,let u know tat either a day..anyway,I just wana say tat I do fall on u..i dunno wat will happen in da future..will it b like sis..1 day..i dunno..for me is now..i appreciate now..ya,hugz n muakz..

>TODAY<

Dis 2 weeks havin exams..n still have 2 more papers 2 go..then my final is over n i got 2 weeks hol..hehe..although is jz 2 weeks..but better than nothin rite..hehe=),guess wat..i think im gona retake my computer studies paper adi..2day look at it..seem like i know nothin..really omg loh..aihz..nvmlah..is over adi..cant do anythin besides try my best 4 da up comin..n jz start savin money haha,anyway..in the everning i a get a news which sam admited 2 hospital..wat da hell..so zaduo loh..i thought he's like recovering adi..wat's wrong wei..aiyo..i sort of feel like chattin wid him at nite..but i think da best thing for him now is rest,rest n rest loh..i think although is not good 2 hear tat he's admited 2 da hospital..but either is good 4 him..he get 2 rest more n da nurse there get 2 take k of him..n also doctor...!!hopefully he get 2 recover fast lah..will pray for it..n every1..health is important o..so,must alwiz take good k of urself..ya..

这一个家。。

从我懂事以来，家里给我的感觉是一个较严肃但又带点幽默的。。这份幽默是从一个看来严肃但事实上很爽快的人，他是我老爸。。家里因为有他才变得开心，热闹 起来。。但最近，因为妈咪她。。家里的气氛变得僵硬了。少了那种笑声。。真的满怀念那个时候。。看到姐和妈咪这样不仅让我想起高一的时候，那段时间是多么的难 熬。。那时候开始，我和妈咪的关系有了变化。。我们讲话和以前不一样了。。就算现在，我们讲话也没以前那种自然，那种感觉不知要怎样形容的感觉。。但那时候 因为有他们，我和她的关系才慢慢的变好。。现在同样的事情发生但却不是我而是姐。。她从来都不会这样。。这是第一次。如果正常的来说，她也许有错，可是在 这个家她所做的并不能说她错。。在我们家里要拥有自己的自由，自己想要做的事。。真的很难，很难。。也许姐从小到大都比较听话吧。。现在她这样，妈咪难免 接收不到。但也不需要这么夸张啊。。姐都大了，为何不让她选择呢。。？！老爸说妈咪的思想要不得。。古板，只想歪一边，不会放开来想。。也因为这样，我们 身为她的女儿真的觉得很累。。我和姐每次都觉得老爸很厉害，因为只有他容忍到妈咪的一切一切。。 也可能是他们已经老夫老妻了。。！！我真的不想看到姐这样。。而我却不能像他帮我那样帮她。。只能呆在一旁。以前的她不会以泪洗脸。。而是开心的。。就算有再多的不满都会算了，还是会欢笑的过。。原来当我们逐渐的长了，很多事情都会变。。不会再像以前那样的那么容忍她。还好有老爸在。。不然我想我们的日子不晓得会怎样呢。。也因为我们有他的支持，他的体谅。。我们才稍微变得没那么拘束。。真的真的很感谢他。老爸，有很多事情不知如何要向你表达，但愿你会感受到；身为你的女儿虽然没有享受荣华富贵但因为你的努力，我们还是过得很好。。感激你对我们所做的一切。。luv u lots..hugz..

我的生日。。

今天是我十八岁生日。。从昨天十二点到今天的十二点。。足足二十四个小时，我真的很期待他们会记得这么一天。。但，至到我生日过完了。。我仍然没有收到任 何一封信息或电话。。原来当你真的期待着但却又等不到的时候，感觉一点都不好受。。真的很失望，很失望，原来我们的关系只是一消而过！！昨天从十二点开始收到amy,sam,ale, jiayuan,tsushon,tiffany他们的短讯还有wish。。之后也有和sam谈电话，就如平常一样。。很搞笑的，还不错。。然后，今早收到qityee, aifen，kokjiunn的msg。。很意外的是没想到kokjiunn会记得我的生日。。这是开心的，同一时间他会不会也有wish chiaching呢？！到了学校不久便call tiffany还有amy问她们在那里。。过后就去sp corner找amy。。我们就在那儿温习acc和谈天。。amy送我一对耳环。。很可爱的。。之后在学校，收到他们的wishes.。。后就去考试了， 但愿可以通过咯。。=），考完之后到secret recipe meet sam。。他送了我一条链。。我蛮喜欢的。。!!过后，我们去mcd meet up steve和manman，他们买了个蛋糕给我很可惜我吃不下了可是还是很给面子的吃了一块。。然后便打算把那个蛋糕拿到dm去。。amy没和我们一起过去，只有sam但他也是要拿东西才过去的。。然后再他还没走之前我hugz他，真的很舒服，感觉很好。Then,我们把蛋糕分了给loon,bryan n his wife,david,jixiang,desmond,yao,Andrew,kak noor。。当我pass蛋糕给desmond时他也有hugz我。就没什么吧。。hehe， 我的生日就这样咯！！我想，也许我应该不要太在乎那些已经不这么重要的人。。对我的存在，我应该可以一样过得很好。。我有一班很好的朋友和姐妹，还有一个 这么疼我的人，应该要想一下他咯！最后，真的很谢谢你们为我庆祝。。真的很开心，还有谢谢wish我的朋友们。。然而也要祝一位和同一天生日的姐妹 ^chia ching..luv ya..hugz..

Here's some pictures to show...

me and manman
me and steve
da present n da cake is from manman n steve
dis cutie from steve
dis shirt from manman
sam n me...
sam,me n amy...=)
da cake..
haha..curious where's others present....??is part of my body...keke=)

aRgHH........

oh my god..wats wrong wid u lah..thanks for tellin us so many things..i know u wan us to have a better life in our future..but at da same time we wan u 2 know..we r big enough 2 think..we know wat we wan..n can different wats good n wats bad..can u jz chill ar...!!!everytime when im in a good mood..da next minute..will b spoil by u..ishh...really dun like it like tat..n my exam is round dis week..cant u wait..after tat only come n ask ur ques..n tellin ur grandmother story..i really will get insane soon..aihz..if keep on like tat..will it b ok..if i continue wid sam..i dun wan da same thing happen eventhough sis prob wont happen on me by now...but dunno when da prob will come 2 me..as i alwiz say..dun wana bother..when prob comes..can i really leave it a side n pretend dunno anythin..dun bother anythin,can i??im so loss..sis prob i dint get 2 help her to settle same goes to mine..tat day was chattin wid amy bout me n sam..she was tellin me..dun care so much bout parents n all..jz like sis n her too..jz do watever i wan..!but..wat am i thinkin..wat i wan..i oso dunno..now a day, im so often talki on da phone wid sam..is seem like use to it adi..amy told me i might get myself luv him more..but im affraid..affraid in wat,bout wat..im not so sure..either is jz myself thinkin too much..o im givin excuse tat not gettin myself deep in it..how??aiyo..dun wana think,dun wana care adi..watever lah...aihz,lastly..i wana say she really very very very very scary..she might get us off 1 day..

more pics for sis's convo

sis and me..
ts,sis n me..

..AihZ....

aiyo..exam is round da corner adi..im seem like study nothin..althought i did study acc,econ,ps..eng..aspeacially acc..i did lots in it...but still feelin scare..aihz..how??anythin is not a prob 2 me..but when come 2 examination..almost kill me..really hate it..y study must include exams..from primary to secondary to uni..all need exams...if v do not sit for those exams..v cant higher up our education level...y gt such thing wan...!!!gona get crazy 1 day by facing all those subjects...adi..sien,dis 2 weeks exam fast fast over lah..then can enjoy awhile b4 start 2nd sem..hehe..but only 2 weeks holiday...hmm...by da way,forget it lah...cant really force too..between..da most sad case is my bday is exam week..cant celebrate...wid chia ching which same bday wid me...she oso havin exam...aihz..have 2 wait till next year loh..hopefully next get 2 celebrate 2gether wid her...my ji mui n cononnya a sis..haha..!!jz droppin ere to crap..tats all..keke

sTudieS connected to fuTurE??

aihz..y do we need 2 sit for exams..and need to do all kind of assignments..cant v as a student jz attend classes..!!everyday go 4 class..do assignments n till da end of semester..final exams arrive..wat a sad man..sometimes, im thinkin tat..y do v need 2 study so much..dun u think is a waste of time..ppl tat studies much doesnt mean tat he o she will earn alots when they're workin..instead tat ppl that do not hv high education might earn better than those..!!is studies really helps in da future??for askin dis question mostly will answer if u dun work hard now da percentage to get a better leavin next time is lower than u work hard now n up comin get a better life style..therefore, craping so much ere..in the end will still need 2 bck on my studies n face my up comin exams..to show watever they say are rite....

convo pics

me, sis n boy boy..
(dis pic abit cacat...hehe)

my sis wid uncle n aunt...2gether wid cousins

my lovely family...

me and my sis...

NITE MARE...!!

Walau..wat a nite mare..men..sick n sick..really feelin sux..luckily now feelin much better adi..if nt wondering..how to pass my time..aihz,dint expect will get sick..so sad..!!anyway,thank god is getting better adi..so happie=)sorry for those who worry bout..make u ppl worry liao..i promise will take k myself k..love u guyz..hugz

sis's convo day....

Today due 2 sis convo..so,I dint get 2 join sam n amy for secret recipe..anyway,earlier in da morning..fwuji msg me n told me will pick me aat 4:30..therefore,after my class which normally 4 but 2day tat lecturer over time so which till 4:15..i thought will just need 2 wait for 15 minutes..but then..coz they almost forget bout me..so I wait 4 them bout 29 minutes..n all my frez have leave coll..so,im like alone waiting..so sad case lah..!!lucikily awhile more they’re ere..if not I think I might just walk home..n mayb have just join sam n amy..hehe=),by da way..after reach sis uni..all of us went n find her..n her uni is like so many ppl..almost gt breathin prob..!!over there..v took lots of pictures..n most of da time I become camera gal liao..haha..(my photographer skill not bad 1..k)..After everythin..me n parents n my sis went n have our dinner at serdang..da shop name called ‘hang ka san cun’ loh..n I can tell tat da fried rice is very nice..u may try if u goin there..haha,basically…nothing much beside tired..tat’s all..

this is my art work for 3d which name by us as a sad lovely baby[if i not mistaken...=)]

为什么....!!!

为什么。。每一次都是这样？？难道不能把事情想得简单一点吗？？我很生气啊。。为何不能站在我的立场想一下。。难道真的要把每一件事情写在一张每天让你过目又或者每天向你报告我一天的行程你才满意？？真的不明白。。也不了解，我已经长大了。。我有我自己的想法，自己想要做的事了。。可不可以试着放手，不要抓得那么紧呢。。你再这样我会很累。。！！救命啊。。。。。。

The DAYs..

These 2 weeks kind of busy wid assignment n presentation..n my 10 minutes speech is not over..is on the next Thursday..and im still not prepare for my slide..aihz..n also got my arts visual diary..gonna die adi..loh!!by da way..im quite happie..i get 2 watch da movie~secret..is do nice n sweet..mayb in a way..the story is kind da incredible but in reality no 1 will willing to go back 20s just for the 1 u love..jz like the main actor in the movie..is impossible..rite??!!therefore if really there’s a person willing to do that 2 u..o mayb something similar..that person can be consider really love u lots..anyway,recently..i keep contact wid Andrew..actually kind of surprise that he actually send me comment in friendster..i think if he did not send comment 2 me..i wont b contact him..coz like last time in skol I seldom talk 2 him n all...but tat day talk 2 him..can see that he really changed a lot..the way he speak n thinking..he’s getting mature compare 2 last time..i think dis is quite a good thing for him..hehe..